Princessy's Dairy

K-Pop....

2011-07-13T20:53:00.013+08:00

Yes K-pop is back and is sizzling hot. I have always been a big fun of Korean dramas and K-pop. Although i dont understand korean but that doesnt stop me from watching all the korean dramas and listen to the hottest and lastest K-pop songs at all. They are huge, they are everywhere now all around world.

Was watching tvN, channel 824 on starhub cable and it was airing E-News korea. It was introudcting how S.M. Entertaintment promoting K-pop to the rest of the world, places like Italy, germany etc and they are currently touring all over europe now. In the show, people in those countries dont even speak korean but they are also very much into K-pop.

Watching korean drama and listening to K-pop seems to have become one of my favourite hobby and pass time. Once i start watching a new korean drama, i simply can't stop it (LOL). I love how K-pop music sounds when i blast my headphones. They music don't lose out to america's hip-hop, R&B and love ballads.

Was reading up on S.M. Entertainment website, i realise there a many big time artise/groups like Kangta/SHINHWA/Super Junior/BoA/SHINee/Super Junior-M etc are under their label. I wonder when they will be here in Asia for their tour but i believe the tickets will surely cost a big boom (keeping fingers cross that tickets is less than $150) cause i wanna go catch them live.

PS. Here's a few songs i'm currently hook on
http://youtu.be/vRbcl4zG3LQ
http://youtu.be/djJb5iSL0Do
http://youtu.be/KaWeiV65uGU
My all time favorite http://youtu.be/x6QA3m58DQw

1st birthday....

2011-07-05T19:54:00.005+08:00

Yes!!! That day is coming, my little angel is turning one year old in 2 weeks time. Can't believe time flies so fast till it still seems like it was just a few months back that i given birth to her at SGH's labour ward on 19th July 2010 at 5.10pm. I can't wait to blow out her first candle on her 2-tier 3D animal theme birthday cake (LOL).

Dear hubby had created an event in Facebook to invite his and me friends and colleagues to join and celebrate this joyous occasion together with us. The celebration will be held on the 17th July, Sunday from 12pm to 4pm at the void deck of Block 821, woodlands st 82 (730821).

Buffet will start from 12.30pm, allowing some time to warm up the food. Food and cake is settled but i still need to source for some decorations for the venue (even though it's at the void deck and not at some nice function room). Hope and pray hard that day weather will nice and cool instead of warm and stuffy.

Just run through the guest list on Facebook which dear hubby had invited, suddenly realize dear hubby invite some people that i have long deleted them away from my Facebook. Dear hubby have no ideal that i have deleted them away and that we are no longer friends on any talking term.

I wonder should i tell dear hubby about or should i just pretend that i don't know who he invited? I just want to make this clear to everyone, I'm not the one who invited them, i didn't know about it, i prefer to stay at how it is now that we are no longer friends and that they don't have to turn up if they wish too.

If they do turn up, how should i react to them? Play pretending and ignore their present or fake a smile and have small short conversation with them? Hmmm i wonder wonder. Whatever it is, i only wish is for Lebell to have a wonderful and beautiful 1st year birthday celebration with us.

I Hate......

2011-06-21T22:09:00.003+08:00

One of the things i hate most in life - Job Hunting. Haven't been on job hunting spree for quite some time but now it's time to restart the hunt again. Job hunting sucks to core every single bit. Job hunting is no fun at all. Have been sending resumes out for the past few weeks now on and off, results are terrible. All the reports in the news or newspapers on job market is growing etc is all craps and bullshit.

Out of the many recruitment emails i have sent out, only a 2-3 replied and have asked me for interview. After making time to attend the interviews result is i didn't get the job. How sad it is right? But that doesn't stop me from sending out more resumes. I wouldn't give up till i finds a new job (LOL).

Almost tender today, really can't stand it any longer working with such people. Blood boil to max hitting the top of my brain after stepping into office for work today for less than 1 hour. Never in my working life in the private sector i wanted to resign so badly on the spot over a person which i don't feel like considering her as colleague/manager/boss etc. This person have step over the boundary way to far into my territory.

I was so boiling mad till i immediately compose my resignation letter and have it signed, now only waiting for the best timing to hand it in to the management. Deep down my heart, i quite like my current job actually, though there times work is over loaded and everyday when i step my foot into office I'm busy like hell till i don't enough have time to eat my breakfast or go to the toilet etc.

But too bad this current job is not a permanent post, i don't get to enjoy a lot of privileges like at least 24days annual leave, 13 month pay, annual bonus etc. On top of that, the rest of the department will be shifting to Changi Business Park in end August which so far for me in terms of travelling. I will need to change 3 times the mrt and 2 buses just to go work from woodlands. It will cost me $160 or more if i were to engage private bus service to work.

PS. Hopefully i get a new job soon before dear hubby goes Australia for his course this coming 1st August.

Photosss....

2011-06-15T21:05:00.007+08:00

Ok just finish editing some the photos for the trip me and dear hubby went during April (oh yeahhh).

Ok that's all for the time being, will update more the next round (^=u=^)

Recurrently....

2011-06-11T21:37:00.007+08:00

Ok I'm back to update my blog like finally after a 1/2 year break without having to update my blog. Lots of ups and downs over the past 1/2 year, some good but mostly bad anyway it's ok no worries I'm doing fine & well and moved on with life. Some of it are about it work, some about family, some about friends and etc.

I'm just gonna update a brief summary of what had happen for the past 1/2 year, i will not go into details as what has past i just want to keep it where it should belongs. Work has been shitty for past the 6 months, gone the old and came the new. New wants changes, domination and revolution but it will hard as things is not as easy to evolved as what the New thinks and do. Conclusion - time to job hunt.

Finally get to go on a long awaited trip with dear hubby after 3 years (LOL) in April. Didn't travel far but only Thailand - Bangkok and Pattaya for 8 days 7 nights (very contented for the time being). Didn't buy alot of stuff back as expected too though. Hopefully me and dear hubby can go on another trip soon (LOL) and the next destination either Taiwan or Hongkong, i don't mind Korea too.

Dear hubby gotten into a newly setup division in Navy and he will be travelling to Australia for a 3-4 months course. Dear hubby was accepted during our trip to Thailand (must thank 4-faced Buddha). Good news is he will be paid normal salary here is SG and will also be given allowance in Aust. But the bad news is will not be able to celebrate my birthday, our 2nd year wedding anniversary and his birthday with me (SOB SOB).

In another 1 month's time, little Lebell will celebrating her 1 year old birthday (YEAH... time flies so fast ya). I have applied for final year entry to my Business Administration degree, now still waiting for reply (keeping my fingers crossed and pray that i get in). Dear hubby and i are planning to have a second baby sometime next year - a dragon baby (LOL).

As for friends, i have decided to have lesser friends. Some say friends in life we don't need lots of them, only a few will do which can share your sadness and happiness together are your true friends but have you really think about it if they are the real true friends? Oh well whatever. The past 6 months made me think alot and i think it still the best to stay the way it is right now - less friends, less gossips, less scandals, less worries etc. I have moved on.

Right now my weekdays schedule - wake up head to work and finish work head home. My week daily programs - (Tuesday to Saturday 2 Hongkong dramas 1 episode each day, Tuesday& Wednesday Korean drama 1 episode and Thursday & Friday Korean drama 1 episode) meaning everyday I'm busy chasing after dramas (LOL). And as for weekends, either going over to my mum's place or Fong's family day and Sunday go in-laws place for visit.

Ok i think that's about all for the past 6 month's summary. I think shall update more regularly since i got more time to spare (LOL). In short, I'm living a life taking a step a day whatever comes in the way just let it be. Life is short so why should i life a hard, miserable etc life and not a happy go luck don't give a fuck life instead at least that way i don't have think and care so much about what others think, care or feel. I guess that's sums up all yeah.

PS. I shall play hard, eat well, sleep all and careless as always (LOL). Will update photos when i have downloaded them into the Lappy (HeHe).

Year 2010 is coming to an end soon....

2010-12-29T15:55:00.006+08:00

Yup year 2010 is coming to an end in no time. It has been a great year so far, lots of up & downs, weddings/ engagements and new born babies. Have not blogging for the past 5 months, had been really tied up with my little princess & husband, renovations of my house, new job etc.

This 5 months definitely is the most tiring/ stress up/ happiest/ unhappy etc period of my life (I swore). Too much things/ events/happenings to update during my absents so i think i will just cut the chase and get to the most important stuff (LOL). I got a job with Yani's recommendation at Citibank, so i had to start work as soon as when little Lebell 2 months old. Gotten a experience maid to help out.

Wilson proposed to Angela and they will be getting married next year 27th February 2011 (YEAH!!). Junna and KY are both back to school doing their degrees (hopefully i can hear their wedding bells soon too). The triple J family is doing great too, James sold his flat at AMK and bought a bigger resell unit at Bukit Batok.

Cindy and partner might also draw the curtains soon too (boyfriend wanna buy house with her... LOL). Teresa gotten herself a new job, hope everything goes well for her in the new year. Charlene and Delson are progressing well, Rudy has gotten himself a new target too. As for Raymond, hmmm i have no ideal what he is really looking for.

Ok time for me to rest, haven't been feeling very well after giving birth to little Lebell (think must find time to do a full body check up soon with hubby). Will try to update as much as i can when i have the extra time (no access to blogspot in office... sigh). I wish all my lovely friends a wonderful year to come and may all their wishes all come true 1 by 1. Cheers everyone!!!

PS. Thank GOD for a wonderful year 2010 and may you bless me, my family and lovely friends with many more wonderful years ahead.

Finally....

2010-08-03T10:11:00.015+08:00

After days, weeks, months of waiting and anticipation for the arrival of my little angel is over. The pain started on 17th July without me realising it that it was actually contraction pain till late at night where hubby discover blood show stain on the bed sheet. Pain was still bearable thought it was getting stronger and more frequent by the next day.

Called Xiao Yi the next morning and ask for her opinion on it and hubby went to tell mum. Mum and Xiao Yi both suggests we head to hospital to confirm if I'm really in labour soon. Had my lunch before heading to the SGH. Reach there around 12plus pm, first time ever SGH is so quite and not packed be it with cars or people.

The nurse and doctor at labour ward (52A) did a check to see if my cervix is opening or not while hubby waits outside the hall. Yes it's confirm that I'm having contraction but my cervix is only 2cm opened still a long way to go before i can deliver (sigh). One of the senior nurse there suggest we go for a walk nearby and maybe walking around will help my cervix to open up faster.

So we decided to head her advise and went to Vivo City for a walk. By the time when i was having a interval of 4-5 minutes of contraction pain it's already 5plus pm so we head back to the hospital again. But still my cervix is only 2-3cm open thus they suggest me to be warded as anytime if my water bag or cervix opens up i can deliver straight away.

Mum and In-laws came to visit me after hubby had done the admission. After hubby had send In-laws back, pain starts to get more and more intense and by 1plus am contraction pain is pretty sharp. Head down to labour ward and stayed there till i gave birth to my little angel in the late afternoon/early evening.

I thought i can take the contraction pain but i was wrong the pain is far worst than i imagine it would be. Was i the labour from 1plus am on 19th July till i gave birth at 5plus pm. Though out the period, besides pain i can't think of anything else (sigh). I was perspiring the whole time while my dear hubby feels cold (faint).

It was around 3.45 pm when i took epidural and it was also because of the injection my cervix opened from 4/5cm to 8cm and by that time i was already numb to the intense pain in my head (though i can still feel the great contraction pain). The nurses and doctor came into the ward after an hour and check on my cervix, it was 10cm, can start pushing anytime.

Started pushing at 4.45pm as per what i remember hearing the senior nurse says. Shortly after pushing for 10minutes or so, little angel's heart pulse dropped and this is when a bunch of doctors and nurses swam into the ward. There was alot of shouting asking me to push harder etc and that me and hubby were told that little angel might be feeling alittle stress thus the doctor is going to use vacuum to aid me to deliver.

At 5.10pm, Lebella Feng ShiXuan 冯詩璇, born to the proud parents of Eric Fong and Priscilla Ho arrived to the world at SGH, labour ward 1. Weighting 3345gms. Length 51cm. Healthy and beautiful, looks more like daddy than mummy. EPL's family bandier of joy after 40 weeks and 4 days of waiting.

PS. Thank you god for giving us such a beautiful baby, an addition to our newly start up family.

Last relaxing weekend....

2010-07-12T13:08:00.008+08:00

Time for updates before i go into labour really soon (i hope). Lately everyone is into kite flying as a new found hobby, all thanks to my dearest hubby. It seems like every weekend, be it Saturday or Sunday we will surely go find a spot for kite flying (LOL). And this somehow is influence people like Junna etc to get hock as well.

This might be my last relaxing weekend before my little angel arrive. Went Marina Barrage for a hot and nice kite flying session with dear hubby, Junna and KY in the late evening. We had lots of fun and laughter while hubby, Junna and KY tires to out beat each other to put the kites into the sunny sky (LOL).

What i was doing while they fly the kites? LOL, i doing sun tanning (bake under the sun sounds more like it sob) and busy taking photos of them. Guess next time my weekends will be filled with such actives (kite flying, swimming, roller blading, picnics etc) when little angel is born. I'm kind of like and looking forward to a life with hubby and little angel (think I'm getting old).

Left Barrage around 6plus and head to Vivo for dinner. Kind of in luck yesterday, don't have to wait for long before we managed to find carpark lots at Barrage and Vivo (i hate to wait for carpark lots). Went walking and deciding what to have for dinner, in the end we vote for Sushi Tei (yum yum).

Sushi Tei at Vivo is forever long queue, had queue like 20-30mins before we are seated. Order lots of food (no worries we managed to finish up every bits of it LOL). By the time we finish our delicious dinner it's almost 9pm. Chilling and coffee is next on the list so Starbucks it is before we call it a day around 10plus and home sweet home.

PS. Hopefully little angel will out somewhere this week so that i can update little angel's photos soon (LOL)

Fortnightly Check Up...

2010-06-14T10:35:00.009+08:00

Went for my fortnightly check up last Friday, got bad news, baby's head turn up again as little angel is still moving alot thus position is still not stable yet. Doctor say need to do a presentation scan again the next fortnightly check up on the coming 25th. Though it's not a very good piece of news but it does not affect my mood for my long weekend (LOL).

After my check up, me and dear head back to Woodlands to run some errands. We miss Donut so after dear is done with his errand we went back to FIL's place to pick Donut up back to mum's place to stay over for a few days with us. Donut is getting longer and heavier day by day, all thanks to FIL for feeding him with in proper diet of beef (not that i don't like but i don't feel good).

Went back to mum's place first to leave Donut there while me and dear head out to shop for grocery and buy 4D & football (LOL world cup starts last Friday). Dear say he feels like having curry steamboat for dinner (faint). Finish buying 4D and football plus the food needed for dear's curry steamboat, we head back to wait for little angel's baby cot to be delivered to us from 2-5pm.

Shortly after when we got back the delivery man reached (LOL just in time to get back). Little angel's baby cot is here, seems like everything is ready for little angel's arrival (YEAH). While dear enjoy his char mee (cooked by me LOL), i start preparing the food for the steamboat after which i went to take a nap first before dinner (yawn tired).

First time i had curry steamboat (LOL weird) but it turns out quick well. Me and dear had a very full dinner, we managed to finish 3/4 of the food we bought. Was thinking of trying homemade laksa steamboat next time round (LOL), we can even start our own steamboat business if it's nice (dreaming).

Coming soon...

2010-06-01T17:26:00.008+08:00

Just went for my monthly check up yesterday at SGH. Good news is baby is in bottom up, head down position, ready to dive anytime. The doctor shared with us that the baby weights 2.2kg (will still be increasing as times goes by), water surrounding little angle is good and my placenta has moved up which is good as previously is was about 3cm on the low side.

So far everything seems good and well for the baby. Everyday, little angel is singing and dancing to the song - I Like To Move It Move It (LOL meaning little angel is moving ALOT). Saw little angel's little feet on the screen (so cute LOL). Doctor also say baby's head, body and limbs growth is doing well so nothing much to worry about.

Had been experiencing mild and irregular contraction once a blue moon. Doctor say is normal as my due date is getting closer day by day and had advise me to monitor if the contraction gets more frequent like every hour or half and hour or there is gash of water coming out or signs of bleeding then i might need to warded for delivery. The contraction so far i have only experience it the most twice or thrice, the pain level is still bearable.

After yesterday's check up, instead of monthly, check up will be every two weeks and after 38 weeks it will be every week. I have been getting tired day by day, walk abit both sides of my hips starts to feel tired, aching and sore. Junna ask me when am i going on maternity leave (LOL), i have no ideal myself when either maybe she should check with my mum (LOL). I too wish i can rest and relax at home (sigh).

PS. As usual no photos, not going to upload any till after birth... LOL

Monday bluesss....

2010-05-17T14:39:00.005+08:00

It a blue blue Monday yet again. Feel so sleep in the office, can't hardly keep my two eye open wide. Had been sitting in-front of the laptop, rotting my time away (sigh). I really don't feel like coming to work as since nothing much to do in the office everyday. Tend to stop work by end of June, take a break before i deliver in July.

Just open my FIT result slip yesterday when me and dear went back for dinner at my IL's place. Dear ask me how did i fare, come on who am i? I passed my FIT (LOL). Now all i have to do is to wait for my Business Accounting and E-commerce & Internet results. But sadly, i need to take a supplementary paper for Business Statics.

Saturday was a fruitful day, in the afternoon we went for Christina & Hubby's new shop opening at Eastwood Centre. Guess what, Christ is 14 weeks pregnant (LOL yes, another tiger baby on the way). At night, dear drove me to Suntec for Kim's wedding dinner where he waited for me at Starbucks (alone, poor thing) while me, Junna & Angela attend the dinner.

Sunday was a tiring day, had to wake up 9plus am as the renovation contractor is heading to our place to take measurements at 11am. The weather is a killer on Sunday. Went to fetch Donut in the afternoon for his grooming. After which, me and dear shop around at Northpoint , had lunch at Manhattan fish market and coffee at Xin Wang.

It only started rain cats & dogs while we are rotting our time away at Xin Wang, it then i don't feel so warm. Donut's grooming ended early then we expect but by the time we reach back to my IL's place the rain is pouring heavily. Amazingly, my FIL got himself a Iphone just to monitor his Shares & Stocks (faint). Me and dear spend 1-2 hours just to teach him how to use.

How i wish....

2010-05-06T11:25:00.004+08:00

How much does one knows and understand about women during their pregnancy? As in how much a woman has to go through during the whole 9-10months? It's like you can't do this, you can't that, you can't eat this, you can't eat that etc. And you have to do this, you have to eat that good for you etc.

Some women experience vomiting during the first 3 months of their pregnancy. Some experience hormones imbalance causing them to have facial out breaks. Some of them can't eat nor sleep well. Worst cases is - water retention is various body parts especially the ankle area etc and massive weight gain (80% of all women's nightmare).

How i wish i can go on a short getaway now. I'm so tired, like my body energy are all drained out. I need a holiday trip to recharge my life battery badly (sigh). But sad to say, i have to wait till at least September or later of the year then i can really go for my little trip (sigh).

There are so much things that i feel and want to do now. I miss clubbing, i miss prawning, i miss going for spa, i miss lots of other stuff (sigh). There is so much things i miss so much during these few months not being able to do and enjoy. Universal studio has already open it's doors at Sentosa and yet i can't go until i have given birth (sigh). I want to drink and eat whatever i want without having people nagging at me all the time during my pregnancy.

Currently I'm in my 30th week of pregnancy, in another 10 weeks or so i will deliver my first baby at SGH and then i will start my other phase of nightmare - The Confinement. During the whole month of confinement, i can't bath nor wash my hair (sigh) and can only eat specific food which is suppose to be good for women after given birth (lame but no choice). When will all this come to an end?

PS. No Mood at to upload any pictures or photos.

Baby Fair...

2010-05-03T16:02:00.010+08:00

Was at Singapore Expo for the baby fair 2010 last Saturday. As it's a public holiday, the carpark and place is packed with people. Expo not only having the baby fair but also other fair like Metro expo sale, Harvey Norman sale etc. Luckily we managed to find carpark lot at the carpark behind hall 1.

By the time we reach hall 4A, it was already 2.30pm and the hall is already flooded with alot of mothers, mothers to be (LOL). Went around to scout for bargains. Saw a few stores selling baby clothing. Bought a few pieces of clothes and baby blanket at a low price. Don't managed to find a good massage package though (sigh).

Dear Dear did how ever managed to spot a good deal package for stroller and car seat at the Baby hypermart booth. Finally, dear dear got the ideal baby stroller he have been eyeing for sometime. It's by Gelite, model name - Sam & Tony and car seat by Inglesina, model name Marco Polo. We got both items for under 1K (LOL).

We also signed up with Stemcord, cordlife's competitor for cord blood. We took up the package using baby's CDA to pay for it so we don't have to cough out any cash for it (a good deal). We got most of the stuff ready less the baby cot cause dear dear's friends are getting the baby cot for us as present (LOL).

As the Baby hypermart don't keep and place stock at their booth at Expo, we went to their showroom at Ubi to collect our buying. Waited a long time for someone to serve us and to get our stuff ready. It took quite awhile for the staff to fix up the stroller and end up we are late for dinner arrangement with Junna and KY at Vivo.

When we reach Vivo, we are shock to find a super long queue for car park (dame it). In the end, we had to park the car at HarbourFront instead and walk quite a distance to Vivo (sigh). Had pasta for dinner at Modesto and desert at Honeymoon Desert. Time was still early when we finish our desert so the 4 of us decided to head down to Mind cafe at Prinsep to chill.

As usual, no parking lots when we reach there. Didn't go Mind Cafe but instead we went in to try a newly open joint call "The Hangout" similar to Mind's but they offer Wii, Xbox and PS3 too besides board games. The rates there not bad too, 2 hours for console games - $14nett per pax with free flow of drinks (min 4 pax), comes a bowl of buttery popcorn and a plate of nibbles. We had a great time playing Wii (make hell of noise while playing) but arms tired.

PS: "The Hangout" is just below where Mind Cafe is at Prinsep, I strongly recommend you to try it out if you are looking for a place to chill, playing console games instead of the normal usual board games =)

Tired, Tiring...

2010-05-01T12:34:00.000+08:00

My dear dear is back from his "Lion King" exercise trip last Wednesday (like finally after a month long). Caught Iron Man 2 for free at GV Vivo compliments to Starhub Hub-Club last Thursday. Still upset over not beginning able to catch Clash of the Titans 3D when dear dear was away though.

Was on leave last Friday for my monthly check-up at SGH. For the first time, the check up ended early before 10am (LOL). Went back FIL's place to take a short rest and visit my dearest DOUNT. Never see him a month long and he has grown in size, fur abit messy and long plus dirty looking (wonder did my IL's take good care of him or not?).

After resting awhile, we head in to JB for a shopping etc. Had lunch at Taman Sentosa after which we went to Giant to shop for some baby stuff. Bought some baby clothes and diapers (very cheap). Made a stop at Holiday plaza to shop for a baby bag and dear dear went for his favourite Thai massage while i shop around myself.

Time was only like 2.30pm, still early after dear dear finish his massage so we head over to City Square. Caught a 4.05pm Ip Man 2 (Cantonese version) show there (LOL caught 2 movies in just 2 days and both show's short form also IM2). Donnie Yen rocks man, Ip Man 2 rocks too great show. Sammo Hung is old but he can still fight (LOL).

Had teppanyaki for dinner after the movie before heading home. Guess what, there's no jam and we reach home before 7.30pm (keke). Went to bed very early that night as Thursday got home late after Iron Man 2 and woke up early for monthly check-up on Friday morning plus after which went JB for shopping etc.

PS. Friends who still haven't catch Iron Man 2 and Ip Man 2... should go catch it over the weekends (4 out 5 popcorns)

Exams fever again...

2010-04-15T13:51:00.001+08:00

Exams is here again (sigh) it's the same old shit every 3 months. But lucky it's the last 2 paper for my year 1 then i can really take a good break and wait for labour. Will be having Internet & E-Commerce on Monday followed by Business Accounting on Wednesday and then that's it (yeah). Unfortunately, i still got 1 supplementary paper - Business Statistics (sob sob).

Exams is never ending once you decided to further studies. Still waiting for my Fundamental of IT result till now (wonder what have SCU done with the whole class results?). So far my grades are normal no A's, only B's and D's (LOL), well better than failing right. I'm not a bright student but i did tried my best.

Time seems to past by in a flash, feels like yesterday when i first started my first day of night class at MDIS. Heard that some of my classmates are planning to switch school to do their 2nd and final year either at PSB or Kapplan. I'm still deciding should i switch school too but i will have to wait till next year after baby turns at least 6-9 months ago before i go back to finish up my studies.

Mum always nag saying study so much for what? I told her it's a kind of self fulfillment and satisfactory. And that i will be the first degree holder in our family (LOL). Dear also encourage me to fight for it since it's my dream. Maybe baby inside while i was still doing my first year adsorb some study genes too (LOL).

PS. Wish me best of luck for my up coming papers =u= .... sorry no photos again

Shoppings etc...

2010-04-05T11:35:00.006+08:00

Had been doing some shopping for baby stuff lately like milk bottles, clothing etc. Bought most of the stuff at the recurrent baby fair 2010 at Takashimaya. Nothing much more to buy actually for now only need to get a baby cot, a baby stroller and maybe some more clothes for the baby that's all. Anybody wanna sponsor anythings?

Dear had been away for exercise "Lion King" close to a week soon. He called me last night and said that he had just reach port Blair and the weather there is very humid and dry even it's night time. The ship crew each are entitled 2 days of shore leave but dear he will on duty on board one of the days. Well actually, there is nothing to shop for in port Blair either.

Shared with him about my buying yesterday for baby and he is looking forward to come back for our month end appointment at SGH. Oh ya, mum bought a new Sony camcorder yesterday at Harvey Norman's warehouse sale with a discount of $300. Dear say he will be using that to record down my delivery process (faint).

I almost gone bonkers during the holiday last Friday and over the weekends. It's so dame bored to be stuck at home alone (argh). I really hate this feeling of having no one to talk to, no where to go, nothing to do etc. It sucks big time (sigh). Can't wait to deliver soon in end July then i can do whatever i want and go wherever i like (LOL).

Nightmares of my pregnancy.....

2010-03-04T15:00:00.007+08:00

People around me have been telling and asking me to enjoy my 9 months of pregnancy but how can i enjoy when i can't really eat well, can't sleep at all during night time and worst nightmare of all - Facial Outbreaks! Lucky for me, i don't food cravings so my dear husband don't have to get food for me in the middle of the night (LOL).

5 months into my pregnancy now and tummy still not very visible yet compare to a few other mothers to be. Didn't put on much weight from day 1 till now, only merely 2kg plus (wonder it's a good thing or bad thing?). So far baby is doing well the past few months till now so it's a relief. Bad news is my placenta is abit low (3cm plus) but doctor say i can still try for normal delivery and it's early to tell as it might improve in the later stage.

Got problem lying on my back to sleep, tummy feels so uncomfortable (anyone got any good suggestions?). Always feel slight cramps but doctor always says it's normal (LOL). Seems to me whatever i ask the doctor, she sure reply it's normal (nothing new!). Next appointment at the end of this month will get to know what are the charges and different wards.

For those who don't know where i will be giving birth at, it will be SGH. Tentative due date is somewhere mid July but hard to tell (who knows end of July also can). Cut my hair short for more than a month and it's kind of getting out of shape and messy too (sigh miss my long hair). Exams coming soon next month and after that i will finish doing my first year (yeah!!!).

PS. Not going to upload any photos of baby till after birth so sorry folks.

Catching up with the old days....

2010-02-28T21:57:00.006+08:00

Caught up again recently with my long lost classmates over a nice, yummy and my all time favourite - Steamboat (LOL). Thinking back the good old times we had during school days when suddenly the thought that we are OLD hits me (.... sigh). This was our second gathering and we remembered to take pictures this time (LOL).

The last gathering at Swensens (which was also our first reunion gathering) we simply forgot about taking any PICTURES (LOL). Time flies past very fast, it seems that all of us have known each another for more than 10 years (OMG). We had so much fun and laughter over dinner where we crack jokes at each other (lame right).

In life, how many long time friends do you have that you are still in contract with? Come to think of it, i don't have many till i found them again and it's not easy. I treasure all my friends around me (you know who you are ok) and i don't want to loose them. I guess you will feel the same way too as me when it comes to close and long time friends.

We head for coffee at TCC where we chill and crack more lame jokes etc. Time always past so fast that by the time we finish our drinks it almost 11.45pm. But before we head home, we took more pictures and had arrange the next meet up next month. It feels good to have find back all my friends suddenly again. I look forward for the next gathering to come and have another great time with them.

Fengshui Tips....

2010-02-19T16:10:00.010+08:00

Came across a very interesting article about some fengshui tips on decorations to help make 2010 a very happy and healthy year while i was browsing one of the home decor magazines i bought today. Not sure what it says on the magazine helps or not but to those who believe in fengshui might want to give it a try.

It says that this year, the positive stars lie in the north, east, west and north-west, while the negative stars are believed to be in the south, south-east, south-west and north-east sectors of the home. So the first step, you might want to find out all the directions of your home before beginning to re-arranging your decors and furniture.

In the North - scholar star 4 is associated with education and heralds academic achievements or career promotions. Suggestion - It is naturally wise to have the study table placed in this area, but avoid sitting with your back to the north, best face the direction instead.

In the East - star 6 brings wealth and financial stability. Suggestion - Generate as much of the positive energy as possible with a moving water feature or aquarium. It is ideal to place your sofa here as activity and motion will stir up the good qi.

In the West - star 1 indicates career advancements and promotions. Suggestion - An aquarium, water feature or plant will trigger the power of this star. Move the sofa or other pieces of furniture the family uses often to this area to help create more positive energy.

In the North-West - Conception star 9 is good for weddings or having babies (avoid activating this sector if you're not hoping for these). Suggestion - This is the ideal location for the matrimonial bed (but if you do not wish to activate this star, simple place a decorative item here and refrain from using the area).

PS. I will post the rest of the negative stars directions and suggestions some other time.

Happy CNY 2010....

2010-02-18T19:33:00.008+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year Everyone!!! Yes, the year of the tiger is finally here and guess what my darling baby will be a tiger too LOL. But honestly, i find that this year's Chinese new year kind of rather boring or should i say as we get older Chinese new year gets more and more boring LOL.

This Chinese new year, didn't get much new clothing only managed to buy 2 dresses and 2 new pair of sandals, no new bags or accessories (sigh). Didn't visit any realtives and friends too, stay and rot at mum's place most of the day and time. Life seems so meaningless this new year. I wonder what's wrong? Is your Chinese new year like mine too?

Found something interesting on the net about my career luck this year - "It is a near certainty that 2010 will bring you at least one dramatic change in their career, whether a new role in your position, or a different job altogether. Whether this change is voluntary or discouraging, you should take heart in that these transitions hold a wealth of potential for you. Even if your new job isn't what you expect, or is somewhat disappointing, it is likely it will very quickly lead to more desirable opportunities you couldn't have anticipated. Do your best in any situation, work diligently to develop your skills, and take responsibilities seriously, even if they feel beneath you at times. Take heart, you will receive ample recognition next year for the dues you pay now."

LOL wonder should i believe that or should i ignore it? What about your career luck this year says? Is the year of the great roaring TIGER a good year for everyone? It is said that both me and hubby will have a great tiger year but second day of Chinese new year we already start arguing (what a great year man!).

PS. Shanna, i will try to update as much as i can but i must also have something to blog about what right LOL!!!

MIA....

2010-01-21T15:14:00.005+08:00

Was chatting on MSN with Shanna today when she ask me suddenly "girl you long time never update your blog arh?" LOL yup it has been a long while since i updated my blog. My reply to her was - i don't know write else to blog. I was kind of laying lower for the past month and was too plain lazy to blog ha ha ha.

In fact not totally true, i was here blogging about Joe Joe's death about 2 weeks ago LOL. Friends have been asking me what happen to me after my wedding last September, it seems like i vanished into thin air. I did not update my blog nor did i update my Facebook besides uploading pictures of my wedding actual day and dinner.

(Getting ugly by Christmas.... sigh)

Ok so here i am now updating my blog, sharing what have i been up to since September. Renovation of the house is a never ending thingy, till now work is still on going LOL. Study wise still a smooth sail, just finish my exams yesterday and will be starting my last 2 modules for my first year soon beginning of 1st February.

Married life has been good till now so far, we are still happily in love LOL and that we are welcoming our first born this coming end July ha ha ha. It's a Tiger! I'm currently 14 weeks in my pregnancy. Yet to start putting weight but i have lots of out breaks argh damn it. Not much of a appetite so there goes my favourite buffet dinners sigh. Tummy is not very visible yet but there's a bump.

(Looking uglier by James & Joanne's Wedding... Faint)

These are just some minor stuff which had happen during the past few months, the rest like James and Joanne finally settle down and tied the knot on Christmas day. They too are welcoming the first born this coming February. Yeah! Well they are not the only couple though, Joe and Juli's second baby will be arriving in June and Nichols and Fion first born will be here around the same time as Joe and Juli's.

Not forgetting, Shanna and Vincent's second baby in May and Benny and Penny's first born around the same time as mine LOL. This year is the year for babies man! I wonder is it a year for weddings too? (Hinting KY & Junna) LOL! Ok time to stop, think that's enough for right now. I will make it a habit once again to update my blog as much as i can he he.

RIP to our dear beloved....

2010-01-10T14:55:00.004+08:00

It has been a very long time since i last blog anything before my wedding. Today is a sad and memorable day for my family as today is the day Joe Joe our beloved dog's last supper at home. Joe Joe left us in the wee hours of the dawn this morning after battling with his sickness for a long time.

I can still remember clearly when Joe Joe came to our family, he was only about 8-9 months old, still a young puppy. Joe Joe brought love and laughter to my family especially, my mum. Joe Joe was her youngest son. Tears keep rolling down my cheeks as i am blogging this entry. I was very sad when my mum told me about Joe Joe's departure this morning after waking up.

(From 15/03/1999 to 10/01/2010)

I was still looking around the house for him, hoping that he is much better today. Joe Joe have been having attacks since Friday evening till dawn today. I could feel his pain when he was having attacks but there's nothing we can do about it. Come to think of it, Joe Joe's leaving is also a blessing for him, releasing him from all the pain and suffering he was going through.

Don't think will be getting another dog as no other dog can replace Joe Joe in our family. He will be greatly remember and loved by us forever. It really breaks my heart to send away another dog to the arms of god after Bosco's departure last year. I feel so empty at mum place without the presence of Joe Joe around.

PS. Dearest Lord, please watch over our ones for us under your care.

School reopens.......

2009-08-03T10:37:00.007+08:00

Yup it's the start of my two new modules (Business Statistics and Organization Behaviour), it's back to school again (sigh). Monday and Wednesday night 7-10pm i will be having lesson in class at MDIS so people if you need to contact me please just kindly leave me a sms and i will get back to you as soon as i can after my class.

Soon i will have more time to concentrate and focus on studies (LOL). After this two modules, i will be left with another four modules to clear (out of eight modules) before i complete my studies at MDIS (sigh that will be by end of April 2010, what a long way to go man). Well no matter how hard it is, i will endure and strive my way through it.

Tired as usual, had BBQ session at mum's place last Saturday to celebrate her birthday (so old still celebrate birthday). My and King got her a purple Guess bag as present (not cheap). Went over to mum's place around 4plus pm to help out with the food for the BBQ. King and I realise we forgotten to bring the trolley along half way to mum' s place (sigh got scolding from mum).

Slacked at home till 1plus pm before heading out for lunch with King yesterday. Went Causewaypoint for lunch as King needs a haircut. After King finishes his haircut, went over to our new place to leave the paint and shower stuff we bought. King say he will paint one of the common room next weekend (LOL).

Met Junna in the evening for dinner. Did some shopping at Spotlight for materials to do up my wedding guest book and the corsages & brooches for the sisters. Slept late last night cause i was to anxious to finish sawing the rose brooches on the sisters dresses. Will try to finish making the rose corsages by this week so that i can distribute to them over the weekend if i meet them.

PS. 37 days more to my big day weee~~~ getting more and more exciting (more sneak perview of our wedding photos)

One thing less....

2009-07-31T09:09:00.016+08:00

Phew finally one thing less from the wedding list - Food tasting. Yesterday was the food tasting for our wedding dinner with both our families. Rush home from work as mum say no need to drive so many cars there. Went home to change into some nice and comfortable before heading out again for the dinner.

Traffic on the way there was not too bad minus off the accident (just happen not long from the looks of it) we came across on CTE. Was there early, mum and the rest are still not there yet. Dinner started shortly around 7.40pm after mum, aunt Nancy etc reached. Bought a bottle of Chile - Merlot from Raymond (ex neighbour's younger son) to try out before ordering 2 crates from him for the wedding dinner.

Had lots of laughs during the dinner and we also discuss about the "Ping Li" for the wedding. "Ping Li" is the dowry for the bride & her family from the groom side. Mum also showed us the pull up banners which she got it done in China each about $10SGD. The banners are lovely and nicely done, King likes it too (but i have this feeling that our friends will definitely laugh when they sees it!).

Total there are 8 course and 1 surprise birthday cake (for mum) for the night. Menu consist of - Suckling Pig Combination, Braised Shark's Fin Soup with Fish Maw & Crabment, Chef Joe's Special Crispy Roast Chicken, Steamed Live Sea Bass with Soya Sauce, Pan-Fired Prawns in Butter & Garlic Sauce, Lingzhi & Black Mushroom with Seasonal Vegetables, Double Happiness Noodles with Assorted Meat, Red Bean Paste with Lotus Seeds and Durain Cake.

The food overall was great, hope it will be as great as it was during the wedding dinner. Made some comments for a few dishes like the Shark's Fin Soup was a little diluted, Sea Bass was abit fishy, Noodles too much MSG and change the Red Bean Paste kind of sweet (everyone agree it should be changed) to Mango Sago with Vanilla Ice-Cream (Yum Yum LOL I like).

Half way through after the noodles, the Assistant Banquet Manager dim the lights and brought the cake out, singing the birthday song for mum (LOL will give her the present tomorrow at the BBQ instead). The durain cake that Kaylynn - the Assistant Sales Manager of F&B/Catering and Chirstine - Assistant Sales Manager of Rooms Division prepared for mum was great (Thanks to them), mum love it.

PS. 40 days more to go and I'm starting class again next week... boring (T.o)

43 day more....

2009-07-28T14:15:00.003+08:00

That's right, 43 days more till my big day alright. Exams are finally but the storm is not over yet. Was mugging like hell at home last week, all so stressed up everyday man. Don't think I did well for my papers thought. Principles of Marketing maybe could be able to pass but Principles of Business Management II might have problem passing.

All the focus questions that the lecturer gave the class did not come out at all during the paper. The whole class got a shock when we realised it different from what we have been mugging so hard for the past few days or week. (SHIT). 20% of the stayed for only an hour before leaving the exam hall. I stayed a little long them, yup 15 minutes longer (LOL).

The class has voted and decided to write a petition about the exam paper. Well basically i have nothing against the ideal as i have nothing to lose if the petition is over ruled. I'm going shopping after work for mum's birthday present. King and I decided to get mum a bag for her as birthday present (it's not cheap ok).

Tomorrow we have an appointment with Whitelink to view our wedding photos layout for our albums etc at 7pm. And we will be having our food tasting on Thursday together both of our families (hope it turns out well). As the days draws nearer and nearer, headache seems to be getting lesser but there are other things for me to stress on.

PS. Class will be resuming next week, every Monday and Wednesday night as usual.

I'm in pain....

2009-07-15T09:22:00.005+08:00

Yes that right, you heard me, I'm in pain. What kind of pain? Those pain that keeps one awake the whole night causing one to lose sleep. What am i talking about? I referring to my old back injury, it's never been gone and it seems to be getting worst (argh i hate it). Yesterday night i simply can feel the pain even when i breath while laying on my back trying to sleep.

That's how bad it was lately. Trips to chinese medical hall for acupuncture doesn't seems to help and work much wonders for my back. Right now as I'm in office blogging this entry, I have medicated plaster on my back. My doctor tells me it's just a sprain on the back and stretching will help and heal but i think other wise.

Yesterday King's father was talking about his trip to this particular chinese medical hall at admiralty is pretty good. Just 1 trip to the medicine hall for acupuncture and he is feeling much better on his right arm. He was saying that me and King should go and give it a try there plus the medical fees is not expensive at all (it even much more cheaper than what we paid for at the other medical hall).

Told King about it and he said will go try it out when free. In other 56 days more, it will be the big day but my health conditions doesn't seems to be in good shape especially I'm having injuries here and there (sigh). Examinations is next Monday and Thursday (stress stress stress), i will be busy mugging for it so i will not be updating my blog till after next Friday. Oh and i will be on leave Monday & Thursday 1/2 day afternoon and full day Wednesday.

PS. Hope my back pain will get better soon before my wedding day. In pain now so no mood to upload any photos.

Michael Jackson.........

2009-07-10T09:50:00.006+08:00

Was watching the Michael Jackson tribute which was aired on Tuesday 1.45am (OMG). Luckily i using the hub station in our room so we had it recorded down while we sleep (LOL). The past 2 weeks MTV channel 20 and 51 on SCV have been playing MJ's music videos every now and then. Even channel 5 are showing reports on and off about him. His songs till now still lingers on my mind.

I was simply crying all the way for a superstar that i have never met him my entire life or know when i was watching his memorial tribute. Many big artiste like Jennifer Hudson, Lionel Richie, Quince Jones, Usher, Magic Johnson, Mariah Carey, John Mayer etc either sang or gave speeches dedicated to him. The concert hall was pack with thousand of MJ's family members, friends and fans. It was so heavy in the heart of all during the tribute.

I wonder anyone else beside me cried while watching to his memorial tribute or just me alone? Was telling King that we should buy his MTV dvd and concerts dvd but most the place should be all sold out by this time. King says MJ's recording label will sure grab this opportunity to mass produce more copies of all his dvds and make a kill. So maybe till they make more copies then we will buy 1 or 2 of his dvds.

All members of the Jackson family was there at the memorial service. Guess what, MJ's coffin is made of solid GOLD man (OMG) and the whole tribute cost about 1.4 million usd. I guess MJ's memorial tribute is the most biggest, most grand and most expensive ever, compared to rest of the other super star who have passed away (I think even Elvis can't compare to MJ's). More than 1.2 million people had apply online for memorial tribute tickets where only 17 thousand get it.

Some of them who got the tickets tired to sell the tickets away to the highest bidder. And the bids can go as high as a few thousand dollar when the tickets were actually free of charged (WTF!). To many MJ is a icon, a legend, a wonder etc and the people around the world is grieving about his death. I personally felt heart ache for his 3 young children, they were still so young (I wonder what would happen to them?). Farewell and rest in peace the world greatest performer ever lived - Michael Jackson (1958 - 2009).

PS. We will all miss Michael Jackson forever. (Peace)

Which one better?

2009-07-08T14:05:00.007+08:00

My mum wants to do a pull up banner type poster with 1 of the wedding photo i took with King. So yesterday after work, all three of us went down to WhiteLink to choose which photo to be used. Mum pick out 2 photos but I can't decide which 1 looks better. Would it be weird to display such a big poster of me and King at the our wedding dinner reception counter?

King and I will be going back to WhiteLink again on the 29th to view and choose the layouts for our wedding photo album and the photos to used for the rest of the 18 inch frame, bedside table photo frame etc. Yesterday when we went down, the photos are yet to be touched up etc. It has been 2 months since we took the photoshoot but till now the photos are not touched up yet (WTF!).

(Photo 1?)

(Or photo 2?)

I'm eager to see the final result after the touch up has been done. I look forward to lay my hands on my wedding albums (so excited man). But you know what, actually without touch up all our photos taken looks quite good (LOL thick skin). Even though the photos are well taken but i still want to retake again overseas if possible some other time (photos are the best way to keep beautiful memories).

30th will be our food tasting at Marina Mandarin and early celebration for mum's birthday which happen to be 1st August. We wanted to celebrate and have our food tasting on the 31st or 1st but no function room are available for both dates. Hope everything goes well during the food tasting cause i had alot of trouble while organizing and coordinating the food tasting to suit everyone else but myself (SIGH!!!).

PS. So which photo is better? Which one should i use for the pull up banner? Any suggestions?

Farewell Mega Superstar.......

2009-06-26T08:47:00.006+08:00

I was shock and sad to learn that Michael Jackson, the King of Pop has passed away 5.26am Singapore time earlier when i was on my way to work. I believe the news came quite sudden to the world about his death. He was a legendary icon to many people all over the world. Michael Jackson passed away at the age of 50 due to a cardiac arrest at his rented mansion in LA.

Michael Jackson in my memory, was a mega superstar for almost four decades with great songs and dance moves. I happen to share the same birthday - August 29 as the King of Pop. I love his "thriller" music video which i believe lots of others love this video of his too. The King of Pop have many other hits under his fame like "Billie Jean", "Man in the mirror", "Beat It", "Scream", "Smooth Criminal", "Bad" and many many more.

Although over the years, Michael had many bad publicity reports against him but his popularity hasn't drop that much. Many great artists like Mariah Carey, Britney Spears, Usher etc was inspired and influenced by the late King of Pop with his distinctive musical sound and vocal style . sale of over 750 million albums worldwide, making him the world's best selling male pop artist.Michael Jackson have a sale of over 750 million albums worldwide, making him the world's best selling male pop artist.

I still remembered back then when i still a primary school kid, i wanted so much to watch his concert when he was here in Singapore performing at the National Stadium. I can still clearly remember many of fans went crazy over his complicated dance techniques, such as the robot and the moonwalk. Farewell King of Pop and may you rest in peace, people around the world will always remember you.

More H1N1....

2009-06-25T10:40:00.003+08:00

Holy shit, there are 26 more news cases of the H1N1 bring to a total of 220 confirmed cases. TFS has also step on measures against H1N1 (sigh what has the world becoming to?). Read a piece of news on Yahoo news yesterday regarding a US company have invented and produce the first batch of vaccine but amount produce is not enough to cater to all.

Well, since someone have come out with the vaccine does that mean we will be safe soon? Is this cure really true? Or it's just another temporary one stop answer for the time being? What will be next after H1N1 virus? Will mankind always be so lucky enough to come up with cures or remedy to all this sudden outbreak viruses?

Does stay away from affected places or countries help to keep us safe from being infected? Heard that more schools have also decided to stay closed for another week after the school holiday season. Students are requested to stay home and home learning will be introduced to them during such times. TFS too have the ideal of allowing staff to access the in-house system from home.

Work from home is a good ideal but will it really work out? Lets just pray all this nightmares will come to end soon since vaccine is on the way. I'm down with flu again on and off. Wanted so much to call in sick but don't wish to see my table piled with work and no care to render any help. Ask I'm blogging this my eye lids feels so heavy and weather outside is in the favour to make anyone sleepy.

PS. Dear lord please really look into our pleads and hear our prayers at night to make all bad things go away soon, amen!

H1N1 flu virus.....

2009-06-24T10:15:00.006+08:00

More and more confirmed cases of H1N1 infections, the total number of cases as I'm blogging now is 194 (oh my fucking god). Was reading the yahoo news earlier saying that there 10 cases out of the 194 were locally transmitted. 4 of the 10 cases are from Butter Factory (so sad I haven't even been to the new location since the shifted there) and that they are ordered to closed for business 1 week.

I think it wouldn't be long before more people in Singapore will be infected with the virus. I wonder what the world has becoming to with so many virus outbreak one after another. So far no one has died because of the virus here in Singapore as we are equipped with one of the best medical people, equipments and medicine in the world not like Mexico although there are cases of death in America reported.

As a safety measure, everyone in the company has given strict instructions to take their temperature everyday when they come for work (twice a day) and they are to declare if they have travelled to affected countries. Anyone having fever are to seek medical attention immediately etc. If any found failing to follow instructions are subject to dismissal. I wonder does all that helps to prevent infected by the virus?

I remember some time back on the news, some country has invented the vaccine to encounter the H1N1 virus but till now never hear any news on mass production of the vaccine yet. Kind of worry what if the virus infects more people by September? Will people still turn up to attend our wedding dinner etc? As i blog, it's 77 days away till our BIG day. Wonder will the situation turn better before then?

PS. Dear lord please bless your children and guide them through this dark patch. May sunshine befall on the earth again soon, amen!

Wedding at Kuhang....

2009-06-22T15:38:00.011+08:00

Went to Kuhang over the weekend to attend Geline's wedding. Drove in last Friday after work around 7pm. I was kind enough to give 2 of Geline's friends a lift but i totally regretted doing so. Firstly, they were late and they didn't even have the slightest courtesy to inform me till i called them (WTF). Secondly, i told them specifically where i will pick them up at and they can even mixed up the meeting point.

Thirdly, through out the whole god damn journey they were cracking jokes, chit chatting, laughing etc non-stop (didn't know when i got an extra set of radio in the car?). I wanted so much to kill them man. Reached Kuhang around 10.30pm where the rest of them are already making themselves comfortable, singing, eating, drinking & etc at Kat's uncle's bungalow.

(Us and Geline)

(QQ and Geline)

I should have just left and let the 2 of them back in Singapore and make them go Kuhang themselves. Grab some buffet before heading over to the hotel (the one and only so call hotel there, more like a motel). Nowadays youngsters have no manners at all. Why did say that? Geline's friends got back to the hotel just as when me and King were about to sleep.

They all demons from hell. The whole entire night, they were making hell lot of noise till the next day morning. Basically, i didn't sleep well at all. Sigh one time experience with the youngsters are enough, no more next time man. Dinner commenced pretty early and ended early too. Headed back to Singapore 9.30pm on Saturday night and reached home by 12.30am (shagged).

PS. Yes it's my 50th post and 79 days more to our BIG day yeah~~~

I'm getting better....

2009-06-18T15:21:00.008+08:00

OK sorry to make you people worry about, worry no more as I'm much better now. I feel alot better this few days after dearest King was back from sailing. Guess I'm just depress because i feel lonely for being alone. King have been keeping company and we have been staying home watching "Prison Break - season 4", the final installment (kind of sad as it's a nice sitcom).

It's always nice to hug King to sleep at night, i feel so safe and secured. Did some more retail therapy and i think i need to stop doing that for the rest of this month (bought quite a few items). Furthermore, i need to concentrate on doing my assignment and project already. Will be handing them up soon to the respective lecturers (stress don't know where & how to start off).

Oh ya, we just got our keys for Love Nest yesterday at HDB (so happy). Before that in the early afternoon, we went to collect our wedding invitation cards, ang bao boxes and guest book from the hotel. Need to arrange and pass the ang bao boxes and guest book to Junna as I have enlisted her help to decorate the stuff for me (if not the boxes and book look damn white & plain).

King is still having backaches so after HDB, we drop by the Chinese clinic for "tui na & zhen jiu". Didn't sleep well last night after the "tui na" session as I'm experiencing bruise like pain for my whole back (damn painful to even toss & turn on the bed). I wonder how long the pain would eventually go off (sigh) if not I don't think I will sleep well for the next few days.

We will be going to Kat's home town for Kat's second sister's wedding. This is my first time being invited to wedding outside Singapore (LOL) and it's King's first time too. So people I wouldn't be around this weekend, anything drop me a sms and i will reply when i get back ya. Shit i need to get back and pack our luggage for tomorrow's trip (ha ha ha).

Happy and Angry morning....

2009-06-16T09:22:00.008+08:00

Today is a happy and angry morning for me to kick start my day at work. Why did i say so? Firstly, i so happy that King is back. King came back home last night around 2plus am in the wee morning. King could have sleep on board and come home in the morning but i guess after reading my sms about me missing him and I'm not feel well the past few days while he is away.

Thanks for your "ai xin breakfast" this morning, my dearest King. I know you that you will always love me and that i will always love you too muack. Sorry to make you worry about me but i really can't help it myself to feel the way i felt while you are away. I feel so lost without you around. I feel so loved when you wrap me around your big strong arms.

Secondly, i so angry as my new dress which i wore only once and today wearing it the second was stain with colour here and there plus a little bleach stain. Oh my god, i didn't notice my dress was like this till i reach office. As dear King is still sleeping so i didn't want to disturb him by switching on the lights in the room to change thus i change into my dress in the dark without knowing what happen to it.

The very first day when i shifted in to stay with King's parents, i did told King's mum about not having her to wash our clothes as it's my duty his King's future wife to be to do all that. But no matter how many times i have reminded and express my wish for her not to do so, she still does so. It's not about the money i spend on the dress no doubt I do feel the pinch seeing the dress gone just like that.

The worst thing is that, boss is having guests coming over to visit him today. How awful and dreadful it was for me for having not to be presentable in front of guests when i welcome them for my boss with a dress like that? Luckily I have my shawl with me in office to cover myself up, making it looks as if I'm trying to keep myself warm. I'm not trying to complain or anything but i really feel pissed.

Blank... Mood swing...

2009-06-15T09:51:00.007+08:00

Nothing much to update besides King is not around the weekend as he has gone sailing and will only back tomorrow. Will be going for our second appointment at HDB to get our keys for our new place on this coming Wednesday in the afternoon. Before that we will be going over to our new place after work tomorrow to do inspection for the place, making sure everything is OK.

After the collection of key in the afternoon on Wednesday, we still need to make a trip down to Marina Mandarin to collect our wedding invitation cards. Oh ya almost forgotten, King and I will not be in town over the weekend as we are attending Kat Love sister's wedding at her home town as Kat's mum invited us to attend. We will head in after work on Friday and be back on Saturday night or Sunday if it's too late on Saturday.

Having moody swing for the past few days, it's one of those bad mood swing period that I'm going through i guess. Everything seems meaningless to me in whatever i do. Did some retail therapy (never buy alot of things though) but don't seems to help much. My mind is actually in a total blank state and i swear I'm not thinking of anything. I'm absolutely clueless to why I feel empty.

I miss my dear King badly and probably that's one of the reason why I'm having mood swing. My health wasn't very well too. Had been having flu & cough, occasionally having diarrhoea on and off. I hate having running to toilet non-stop. Besides doing retail therapy, also went shopping with Mum, grandma, aunt Nancy etc but it didn't help me much to keep my mood swing out of my mind.

I even stayed home the whole day watching Korean drama, sleep, slack and playing Facebook, didn't seem to help much neither. Oh god, can someone tell me what's wrong with me? Please tell me what to do to make me feel better? I really hate this feeling very much. I feel so lonely, so empty around me, so quite and so hollow inside me. I'm going out and losing control of my mind soon.

I'm back with more updates....

2009-06-03T11:05:00.009+08:00

OK I'm back with more of the updates for the past week. Last Thursday was King & my wedding photoshoot. Wow, we had a great time doing the posing, jumping smiling etc but it was a tiring job for us as we don't usually do all that. The photographer had to keep on making us laugh by cracking funny jokes etc. King says he don't mind to go into modelling (faint big time).

We were there the earliest, 8.50am (even earlier than the worker working at Whitelink) worrying that there might be traffic jams etc. Left quite early around 8am and had breakfast at Jalan Kayu for prata ha ha ha. We started shooting our first set of photos around 10am all the way till 2pm then we had time for a short break of lunch and toilet, all that is only shooting of our indoor photos.

Left for our first outdoor shoot destination - Jewel Box (Mount Faber) where King had proposed to me on board the cable car while having Sky dining. At there, I felt like a super star for the first time suddenly (why so?) cause while we were there, many tourist from India approached us to take photos with them ha ha ha (LOL want to faint man). But it was kind of fun though it's funny and weird at the same time.

Next destination was - Singapore Flyer, that was where our love story begins. The weather was very humid, making all three of us perspire like hell. After which we move on to ECP (east coast park), where we often spend our times at during our courtship. The outdoor photoshoot went well overall and that we finish wrapping things up by 5. 45pm (we are quite early actually).

The photographer told us we are able to view the photos this week but King will only be back from sailing Friday so we will only be viewing them mid of the month instead. I can't wait to see how we fair for our photoshoot (do i look ugly or fat etc ha ha ha). Oh almost forgot, as I'm blogging this entry, it's 98 day more to our "D" day weee. I love you very dear!

PS. That the only photo i managed to take while changing into my next gown during my outdoor shoot at Flyer.

Time for updates again.....

2009-05-27T08:47:00.000+08:00

OK i know don't have to nag at me (actually nobody nag me ha ha ha), I'm here to update my blog now. Time for some new updates again. Went to do my nails (Mani & pedicure) yesterday after work with my mum at pearl centre. The artist skills are quite good. She is fast and accurate when she did the gel like nails and sculpting the 3D flower palette.

Tomorrow is the day, tomorrow is our (King and I) wedding photoshoot starting from 9am in the morning till late (not sure ending what time). Very tired, Monday had class so slept late around 11plus pm. Yesterday got home, shower and slept around 11plus pm again. Tonight after work, having class, think sleeping 11plus pm again. Though tomorrow and Friday i will be on leave but the accumulation of lack of rest more matter how much i get to rest on Friday i don't think it will help.

Recalling back, King and I went to book our wedding package last year December, finally our photoshoot is here. Juli commented on my FaceBook say after a long wait finally going for photoshoot soon. Ha ha ha well after our photoshoot, still need to wait at least 1 month before the photos are ready for choosing. As i blogging this post now, I'm counting down to 104 days to "D" day (I so excited, hmmm wonder is King as excited as I am?).

I'm trying to squeeze in some time before class tonight to have a nice hair wash and blow at the saloon. Wanted to wash it myself but i almost forgotten that i just did my nails last night (damn). Guess i will be late for class tonight. I will need to go back and check that i have packed everything we need into the travel bag for tomorrow's photoshoot. It's gonna be a long and tiring day tomorrow.

Time really flies very fast for me and King. I love King very much (though King says his love for me is more than me). We will be going for a rewarding concert this Saturday, we will be watch my favourite singer/dancer/actor - Aaron Kwok. I would love to go for a nice message if possible but i think this week is not likely possible (sigh). Friday is month end closing, boss and MD had been invited to a golf tournament organize by M1 so Allan will take over to monitor the sales figures (non of my business LOL).

What's The Hell is wrong....

2009-05-14T11:18:00.009+08:00

Was blog hopping these few days and there is just these two blog particularly that catches my attention much to my interested. Human in nature tends to having the liking to keep stuff to themselves and when met with issues/problems they can't solve they will just run, hide or what they can think of just to avoid rather then to face the worst that may come.

It always starts with i thought, you think, i presume, you assume but who the hell is the one that have stand out, to voice out and confirm the damn thing. It is so that damn freaking difficult to sit down altogether and have a heart to heart talk to clear the air and things out? Would that be a better and effective way to set things straight?

Why humans are so complex and complicating? Why do we choose to make things difficult for ourselves and to others? Why can't things be more simpler, more define, more time saving etc? The creation and inventing of mobile phone is for convenience, helping people to save time looking for a public phone to return calls and calling someone else. As technology advance, SMS (Short Massage Sent) comes in to further aid us humans and not for people to abuse it.

SMS is not created to cause disputes between people. SMS is suppose to bring convenience to human beings especially lazy bums. SMS is toneless/ feeling less/ motionless, it does not help one to image/depict how or what the massage that was received suppose to be sounded like when it was send out in the first place. SMS can't actually speaks for itself. Is it really that difficult to talk it out Mano o Mano/ human to human/ face to face?

Is there a need or a must to start a war between two people/countries? Why can't we HUMANS live harmony within the same planet call EARTH? I hope if you are reading this go think about what i have written down in this blog entry and don't point fingers to each other cause both parties are in wrong for being too sensitive over certain things/words/actions. Think calmly over it and about what i say.

I personally feels that the two of you are not thinking sensibly. What's wrong with concerning for one another? Just speak what you don't like and what you think others has miss judged you for, is that so damn difficult? All things can be more easier and easily solved when it's being talked out openly and not having start a war.

PS. Not in any mood to upload any photos.

Sick again...

2009-05-13T11:14:00.006+08:00

Kelly tag on my cbox saying that is my turn to slack, never update my blog etc. Well, yes I'm just kind of lazy to do so beside that i'm busy preparing my wedding and that school has started last week. Oh ya, last week my lappy died on me and this week I'm down with flu (not swain flu OK) and swollen eyes again. What better luck can i get?

OK so here am i updating my blog during office hour again (boss busy in his room having discussion now) ha ha ha. Both my eyes are swollen especially my right and my nose is blocked plus a little of cough. My eyes was still fine last night before we got home to finalist some stuff with my video/photography guy together with mum and King at Yishun. When we got home, my eyes start to itch like hell and before i know it, my eyes are red and painful.

Don't feel like coming in for work but no choice as if i dont, my desk will become a mini TFS mountain pilled with work (the people here is damn one kind). Oh ya, forgot to share with you all that i got a new RED LG lappy. I love it very much as it is small, cute and it's RED in colour ha ha ha. Went to pick it up with King last Wednesday before he send me to class. We were off last Wednesday as it was our first appointment for our new place.

Our big day is drawing nearer and nearer day by day, maybe before you know it September is here. Had some stuff planned out for the next two weeks - 16th service my car, 21st facial for both me & king, 24th voice recording for our animation montage, 26th mani & pedicure for me, 28th wedding photoshoot (indoor & outdoor from 9-7pm) and lastly 30th Arron Kwok's concert to pamper ourselves.

Looking forward to our photoshoot, a few friends tag in my facebook asking me to enjoy the photoshoot (don't know why? Shouldn't it be a tiring day? Weird). Come next month June, it will be 3 months till our big day and our seond appointment with HDB again to collect our keys to our new place. Argh many things still yet to be done. I'm going to be stress up again (sigh stress is never ending for me).

PS. Didn't have any photos with me right now at office will load the photos of my new lappy when i finish class and reach home tonight.

Weee.... back to school!!

2009-05-05T13:58:00.014+08:00

Wee school started yesterday at MDIS. I was so exited the whole of yesterday during office hours. Finish work on time as usual yesterday and off to school i go. Drop Kat off at Alexander Hospital on the way as she is heading there to visit Marcus. Marcus is admitted to hospital due to a bike accident in JB, heard from Kat it's the third time this year he had bike accident.

Reached MDIS around 5.45pm kind of early. Managed to find a lot to park the car. Waited for awhile for Michael to accompany me for dinner. Michael showed me around the compound and the way to the canteen. He even introduce what's nice to eat at the canteen. Had jap food - gyu don for dinner (looks not very bad but taste not bad though).

Chit chatted a bit with him on some stuff before i head for class and for him to head home. Went one big round to look for my class room argh damn it (bad room management and labelling). My first module for this term is Principles of Business Management II and class is every Monday. Second module is Principles of Marketing, class is every Wednesday.

Class wasn't that bored as i expected it to as my lecturer is a funny and jovial aunt - Mdm Tricia Ang. She is ex staff from Singtel with 2 degree and some other qualifications. She teaches quite alot classes in MDIS, Michael did a module under her too. Tomorrow's module will be POM - Principles of Marketing, hope it will be as interesting as PBM.

PS. Ops sorry no time for any photos, will do so next time round, i promise ok.

MDIS.... here i come......

2009-04-24T14:34:00.010+08:00

Wee.... I'm so happy this morning when i saw an MDIS envelope on the table. It's my accpectance form for my course. I'm going back to school people on the 4th of May. I will be doing International Business. Class will be every Monday and Wednesday evenings from 7pm to 10pm. My campus is situated at Sterling Road, near Queenstown. I'm so excited about it man.

So dear friends, please kindly avoid dating me out in the evening during Monday and Wednesday ok ha ha ha (joking, can ask me out for supper after class). The course duration is 1 year but i will be appling for deferment for my August-October term to November instead. Reason being i will miss out 3 lesson during that period of time for my wedding and honeymoon.

King is very supportive about me going back to further my studies. Thanks Bebe, I love you. Oh yeah, Kat love birthday is next week Friday on the 1st of May - Labour Day. But as all the chalets are fully booked so she will be celebration it on 2nd of May instead at City Beach Resort. Kat love will be turning 21 this year.

The month of May I'm kind of fully booked with programes. I still have my first HDB appointment on the 6th of May, photo shoot on the 28th of May and my Aaron Kwok's concert on the 30th of May. I'm so happy to lay my hands on the pair of concert tickets yesterday during lunch time at Jurong Point. Sigh, his concert tickets are getting more and more expensive.

Oh man i can't wait for class to start then i study during working hours when i'm free (of course i will finish my work first ok). Had been staying at King's parents place for coming 1 month. Things had been fine so far. Had dinner last Sunday evening at Bottle Tree at Yishun with my mum, grandma and King's parents. They were talking non stop during the dinner but non of it is about our wedding.

In two more weeks, i will be left with 4 months till our big day. Argh we still have many things yet to be done. Luckly for me, i have learning how to take things lightly and not to stress myself out too much lately and now i feel alot better. I'm looking forward to married life with King and starting our very own family. Hopefully by next year, we are blessed with a baby (dear GOD please make our wish come true, amen!).

Bye bye to old flat...

2009-04-16T15:55:00.017+08:00

Very lazy to do any updates later again ha ha ha. OK my old flat is finally sold. Completed the sale last Friday and have collected the cheque for my proceeds of my share too. Though the amount is not big nor is it a small amount too. The money is meant for my new place renovation and others so the money must be spend wisely.

Nothing much to update though but i will cut it short. Life after moving into with my future in-laws are still doing well. Almost everyday we are home for dinner with the folks. Try to create small talks as and when i can. King's folks adores Donut very much like their grandson ha ha ha. Uncle even take his time to bath him almost every week and makes him steaks for his meals (he pampers Donut alot, making King jealous).

Next month, 6th of May will be our first HDB appointment for buying of our new house. I'm so excited over it LOL. More to the excitement, 28th of May will be our wedding photo shooting. Come to think of it I'm left with plus minus 5 months before our big day (OH MY GOD). I think others must thinking I'm crazy over getting married ha ha ha (so what if i am, i just too in LOVE).

Kat, love has been working in Toppan Forms for almost 2 weeks. So far things are great for her. Hope that she keeps up the good job. 2 more weeks to go it's her 21st birthday. I wish for her to find the happiness of her life, able to save up asap for her to go back to study soon and whatever she wishes for comes true. Talking about birthdays, today is my pal Teresa's birthday.

Will be heading down to Powerhouse this Saturday to celebrate Teresa's birthday and dear Angela's birthday as well tomorrow. King will be joining me for the celebration. We will be having Angela's favourite steamboat buffet for dinner tomorrow before heading to Powerhouse at night to party. It's has been a long time since King went clubbing with me and my friends.

PS. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABES, WISHING YOU BOTH MORE MERRY RETURNS!

I passed!!!

2009-04-02T14:07:00.008+08:00

Receive Paul, my housing agent's sms on Tuesday night asking me how is my CES results. I replied him saying that i have yet to receive my results as King and I have already started to stay over at King's parent's place since last Sunday. Sms him to check with him how did he fare for his CES papers.

Paul replied me saying that he passed and say that I should have receive my results by mail and ask me to check my letter box. Yesterday after work, drove back to old house to drop off a few more empty boxes for dad to help us pack the kitchen stuff into the boxes for us. Stop by the letterbox to check on my mails. There it is, an envelope from SAEA. For a second, i was so nervous about my results.

(No new pictures to upload so share the picture of the new pair of shade i intend to get)

I went to sit for my two papers last month on the 14th and 15th, it sort of slip off my mind about me taking the tests. I was jumping for joy when i realise I passed. I was kind of surprise i actually passed. I thought i would fail at least one of the papers or both papers. I didn't really took it very seriously, i only merely flip the notes just hours before the test. When i was doing the test, half the time i was just betting the right answer with my gusts.

Ha ha ha, think i have to thank god for letting me pass. King say he already knew that i would passed no matter how. Guess next step since i have pass my CES, i just have to decide which property agency i should enroll myself to attend their property course. So ERA? Propnex? or HSR? Which one should i join? Think maybe after my 2nd appointment and 1st appointment with HDB then i decide.

Happy One Year Anniversary!!!

2009-03-31T22:53:00.007+08:00

Over the weekend, it was our first step of our nightmare. Why? Saturday King and I spend nearly 5 hours at the bridal shop just to choose and fit our gowns and suits. Never thought it would be so damn tiring for us to play barbie doll. But all the effort is worth it after all. King and I has done choosing our gowns and suits.

Sunday was also another terrible day. Why? It took us 4 hours just to shift and move all the big bulky items from Woodlands Drive 44 block 552 to Marsiling Drive block 25 even though it's within the same estate (what the crap). A big thanks to King's colleagues who came to our rescue, didn't know what to do without them. Wanted to buy them lunch but they had other plans, will make it up to them some other time.

Marsiling Drive block 25, will be our temporary home for the next 3-6months before the keys to our new home is ready for collection and renovated. Our first appointment with HDB will be changing it to 4th of May instead as King has to sail for exercise from 27th to 30 April. King is worried that I may have difficulties adapting to the new change but i will try my very best so please don't worry about me my dearest King.

Yesterday was our one year anniversary but yet we still have to settle some minor stuff. Waited close to 2 hours at HDB, Woodlands outlet just to apply for the open space season parking for King's parent's place as it's a hot spot for parking. We also open an joint savings account with UOB to save up for the rainy days ahead of us and to pay for the expenditure of our new house.

Had a simple dinner at Yishun, Northpoint shopping centre after buying Donut's doggy food etc. Didn't expect for my dear King to surprise me with my favourite Lilies this morning at office. King had gone for sailing today and will only be back on Thursday morning. I will get to see King after my work. Just want to say - Happy One Year Anniversary Dear, I will love you as long as i shall live.

Have you ever....

2009-03-17T13:03:00.003+08:00

Have you ever in your life thought of not working, not studying etc? All you wanted to do is stay home rot, sleep all you want, watch the TV as much as you like or even play all you want on the computer? Thoughts of doing all that flood your mind before? Wouldn't it be great if you can do all that and don't have to worry about earning a living?

As a matter of fact, i did ever thought of it before. There are many a times that i really don't feel like working or should i say i just don't feel like doing anything at all. All i wanted was to stay home rot, sleep, watch TV, play on my laptop and eat like nobody's business. I was once told by my doctor that those are signs of depression.

Is it really depression that I'm falling into? Or is it because of I just want to find a way out to release all the great amount of stress that is bottled inside me? What is stress? Does everyone has stress and that they are not aware of it? What is depression? Is it just a feeling or a face everyone has to go through it?

Stress is an interpretation of an event or circumstance which is understood to be a threat. It can be any force or pressure put on a system (living or nonliving) which may result in a need for the system to adapt or change. Stress on human beings is like a rubber band. You also stretch to meet the environment around you, the demands of your lifestyle, and the pressures you put on yourself. If pulled too far, stress manifests itself in real conditions mentally, physically, and emotionally. Like a rubber band breaks when stretched too far, human beings have a breaking point too.

In medical terms, Depression is an illness that causes a person to feel sad and hopeless much of the time. It is different from normal feelings of sadness, grief, or low energy. Anyone can have depression. It often runs in families. But it can also happen to someone who doesn't have a family history of depression. You can have depression one time or many times.

So is it depression that cause me to feel not doing anything including working? Or is it stress that is the actual cause of it? Or is it that i 'm just find an excuse for myself to escape from work etc? What do you think? Are you facing the similar situation that I'm facing and going through now? Or you are going through a different phase?

Finally found.....

2009-03-13T10:36:00.020+08:00

Had been very or i should say super busy coping with new house hunting very since after Chinese New Year till now. Thought shortly after Chinese New Year, my property agent managed to find me a buyer and close the deal of selling my house away but it doesn't ease all my problems. King and I went house hunting whenever we are free and at times i went hunting alone.

After 1 tiring month of house hunting, I'm proud to announce that King and I have found our dream home. Our new place will still be around Woodlands area but closer to Woodlands MRT and Causeway Point Shopping/ Civic Centre. Our new place is a low rise block and we live on the third floor with 1 neighbour beside our unit. On top of that, the block has received news on upgrading of lifts.

The good news is there wouldn't be any neighbours above our unit (ha ha ha) as it's a maisonette that we bought. The unit was value at 405K but the owner of the unit agree to and had let go of the unit to us at a low and reasonable price of 380K. Not to worry, the owner agree to let go at a lower price not because they owe money, the reason being so is they had purchase a new condo somewhere is Jurong area.

Met up with the agent last night to hand him the option exercise fee cheque on top of the cheque we have passed him for the option to purchase over the weekend that just pasted. The agent told us that he will submit the documents this afternoon and that our first appointment with HDB will be tentatively 29th April in the afternoon. King and I are so excited about it he he. Oh we also received the floor plan to our new place (need to start planning how to design and renovate).

I had went for my first appointment with HDB for selling my house last Friday on the 6th. The HDB officer mention that the second appointment will within 1st April to 15th April. This gives me another headache as on the second appointment i would need to over the keys and vacant the whole house to the buyer. King and I needs to start packing our stuff back to his parents place as soon as possible for this case then.

Well thank god, at least both selling and buying of house issue has been settled (hopefully we can get the keys to house by end of May). I'm going to ask around for quotations on renovating our new house soon he he. All i have to do next is consentrate on my wedding as we will be going for our gown chosing and fittings this month 28th.

Valentine's Day Out...

2009-02-15T00:02:00.013+08:00

My valentine's day started out with waking up around 10am in the morning playing facebook while waiting for my dear KING to wake up. Left home for late lunch at Yishun around 1plus pm. On the way to Yishun for laksa, Joe and Juli called us say that they will join us for coffee while eat. Xiao yi and Nat was kind of late meeting us to go buy her new toy - PSP.

By the time we finish our lunch and for Xiao-yi and Nat to reach, was already close to 3pm. Went to get her new toy for her with a little help from us. Managed to squeeze a good bargain for her from the game shop. After which we headed back to mum's place to test and transferred some games to her from our memory stick. And we even taught her how and where to download games.

Left mum's place around 5pm to Orchard together with Xiao-yi and Nat hitching a ride from us. Parked the car at Shaw and walk over to Far East for a walk before dinner time. But before that, we went to collect our movie tickets first. Our plan is to have dinner at Goodwood Park - L'Espresso for a sumptuous 3 course dinner followed by a nice movie at Shaw - Underworld: Rise Of The Lycans.

Ok that's how me and KING spend our day for Valentine's. Enjoyed my day out with KING lots and may more great Valentine's Day awaits us after our up coming wedding. Oh I forgot to wish all my friends, a happy Valentine's Day. Hope all my friends enjoyed their day as well just like me and KING. Ok enough of blogging i shall upload some pictures i took today. Good night and sweet dreams everyone.

Hotels...

2009-02-13T15:47:00.008+08:00

Went to M Hotel yesterday after work with my mum and aunt but we were kind of disappointed with the ballroom/function room. The maximum number of table the ballroom/function room is only 32 which me and KING is looking at least a 36 tables. To be exact after taking out those table's view that are blocked, the ballroom/function best to place only 28 tables, which there is no way that we can cut down on the guest list to suit 28 tables.

Spoken to KING over the phone about this last night issue when he called me. Anyway KING is not very interested in holding the dinner at M Hotel. Today after work, we will be going to view Marina Mandarin Hotel. Comments given by some of my colleagues, friends and even my boss was that Marina Mandarin would be a better choice (not sure myself but I'm keeping my fingers cross as KING prefers Marina).

I feel so tired having to crack my small sized brain for all this. Hope we can settle the hotel issue soon so that i can concentrate on outstanding issues like buying of new flat, my wedding gown/ photo shoot, honeymoon venue etc. Too bad my dear KING can't help much as he is pretty occupied with his work and new posting soon (no worries dear i understand muack just do what you need to at work). So dear people i need help, please say yes if i ask you OK ha ha ha.

My colleagues says i lost weight, guess is due to all stress and pressure I'm under lately. KING say that i look pale. Having to jagged most of the things myself is really taxing on me but when i start to think after all that is over everything will be great kind of ease my heart down a little. Really wish to go on a hoilday to relax abit, to get away from all the stress. But due to shortage of time, work etc it doesn't allow me to do so (sob sob how i wish i could).

PS. As usual, no pictures to upload but will try to see if i can take some nice pictures of Marina Mandarin later no ha ha ha.

Wedding Lunch to Dinner

2009-02-10T11:07:00.003+08:00

Yeah! I finally sold and close the selling deal of my flat last night. So now one thing less on the to-do-list, next will be buying of new flat the more headache part. Went around and saw a few units and out of the few, there 2 units that me and KING likes.

In another 7 months time it will the big day for me and KING. Initially our plans was to have a simple solemnisation ceremony followed by a sumptuous 22 dish buffet lunch, by the level poolside of Changi Village Hotel. But mum wants a normal Chinese dinner at some well to do hotels in town area reason being more convenient for others.

No choice but to cancel the booking we made with Changi Village Hotel. Out of the stack of hotels information my mum printed out for us, we picked have out 3 hotels that we like and they are - Marina Mandarin Hotel, M Hotel and Swissotel Merchant Court Hotel. Out of the 3 choices we picked, KING prefers Marina Mandarin Hotel more.

Mum has made arrangement to view M hotel's function/ballroom this coming Thursday but KING will not be able to make it as he will sailing and only be back on Friday late afternoon. Mum and I will be going to view instead. ourselves. Had told mum to arrange to view Marina Mandarin Hotel next week so that KING can go with us.

Mum also wants to have a meet the parents session this coming Sunday for either lunch or dinner with KING's parents to discuss about our wedding issue etc. Oh we should be going to try and pick our wedding gowns end of March. Will update again soon. Hope and pray everything will turn out well and smooth for me and KING.

PS. No pictures to update so far but will do so if i have any.

Valentine's Day Dinner???

2009-02-06T10:39:00.008+08:00

Was looking and going through some places online, hoping to find a good place for dinner on Valentine's Day with my dearest KING. It's gonna be our first Valentine's Day celebration for us. Next in line after Valentine's Day will be our one year anniversary ha ha ha (time does flies past very fast). Below are some of my findings and recommendations for couple looking forward to something simple.

My first choice of place after going through a few places was - Blue Basil @ 56 Cairnhill Road. They are offering a Valentine's Day set menu dinner @ $79.90++ per couple (early birds get 15% discount before 5th Feb). http://www.bluebasil.com.sg/images/ValentineMenu.pdf But they are fully booked and tables are only available after 9pm.

My second choice after Blue Basil is - Mykii @ 17 Lorong Liput, Holland Village. The Valentine's Day set menu dinner, 3 course set @ $88++ per couple (get 2 complimentary glasses of house pour wine/mocktail on the house). http://www.mykii.com.sg/ But KING perfers to dine in town. Couples interested can try it out and give me your feedback.

My third choice after Mykii is - Corner Stone Retail Bar & Bistro @ 30 Robertson Quay, Riverside View Apartments. Valentine's Day set menu dinner @ $88++ per couple (early bird special - rsvp by 10 Feb and receive a complimentary glass of icewine). Dinner starts at 7pm. Though is in town but out of the way if we have other plans install after dinner.

Finally in the end, we settled for - L'Espresso @ Goodwood Park Hotel. Their Valentine's Day 3 course set dinner is @ 98++ per couple. Menu as follow - “Blue Ocean Sampler” of “Gilardeau Oyster in Subtle Jelly and Sevruga Caviar”, “Marinated King Crab with Avocado and Bloody Mary Sorbet”, share a main course of “Mixed Grill Sampler of US Beef Tenderloin, Lamb Chop, Spring Chicken, Jumbo Prawns and Chilean Seabass” and sweeten the night with a tantalizing dessert of “Wild Strawberry Jelly with Passion Fruit and Mango Sorbet”.

Couples with alittle bit more money to spare can opt for the following recommendations. The Universal Restaurant & Wine Bar @ 36 Duxton Hill. Valentine's Day menu @ $198++ per couple (10% discount). http://www.theuniversal.com.sg/ Menu includes - Assiette of Pacific Oysters, Consommé of Maine Lobster, Flash Seared Red Coral Prawn, Char Broiled Angus Beef Rossini and Dessert with a choice of Coffee or Tea.

Or if not Uluru Aussie Bar & Steakhouse @ 40 Duxton Hill. The Valentine's Day dinner menu is @ $168++ per couple (10% discount). http://www.uluru.com.sg/ Menu includes - Candy of Foie Gras & Squab, Trio Textures of the Sea, Cream of White Asparagus, 40°C Poach Wild Perch OR Roast Angus Tenderloin and 5 chocolate tastings for desserts with free fl ow of bubbly, Wine or Beer.

PS. Those above are just some recommendations from me but if you got better ones do feel free to share with me he he he.

How are you??

2009-02-05T11:41:00.004+08:00

A sudden sadness fills up my whole mind today when i woke up for work. Can't believe times files past me so fast before anyone cares to slow down to notice and remembers it. I told myself that i have to brave hard not to tear in front the monitor as i blog this entry in office now. Today marks a important and memorable day of my life.

Questions - How are you doing my dear? Is everything going well for you so far? Are you surrounded by beautiful angels? Is god doing a good job taking care of you for me? Do you miss me? What have you been doing for the past year in the care of god? Are learning to take care of yourself? How do you look like now?

Answers - I guess i will never get to know any of the answers to me questions.

I miss you so much that it hurts very badly when i think of you. I pray that you can hear my prayers i say at night dedicated only to you my dear and that you doing great in the care of god. May you be descend to a good family soon or have already be send to a great family. Please forgive for the bad that i have done to you.

PS. You will always be in my heart and be remembered by me forever. I love you.

Gong Xi Fa Cai... Huat arh!!!

2009-01-23T11:17:00.007+08:00

聽說有一伙人在四處打聽你

還說逮住你不會輕饒你

他們一個叫財神

一個叫順利

領頭的叫幸福！

我問過煩惱了

它根本不愛你

還說永遠不理你

讓我轉告你不要自做多情！

還有健康讓我帶封情書給你

它暗戀你好久了並且一生不變！

祝你：新年快樂你這一年就會財源滾滾

一定要發出去喔！

那你今年就會發大財。

發吧！誰叫你人緣好。 ^_^

Sunken Heart...........

2009-01-22T17:39:00.005+08:00

Today after 3 weeks of busy at work and no mood to update my blog, i suddenly feel the urge to do so. Just got home from my medical appointment at Woodlands Poly Clinic not long ago. I received a notice asking me to book my pap smear test again in 6 months time which is January 2009 which i have did my test last July 08 at Yishun Poly Clinic 6 months ago. But no result of my test was send to me besides the notice i receive.

I ask the nurse doing the per examination for me just now about my result for the pap smear test i did last year and why am i asked to repeat my test again in 6 months which one should repeat the test every 3 years. Seems like the nurse didn't know anything as they can't access my record and have to ask Yishun Poly Clinic to fax the results over instead.

After waiting for close to 2 long hours finally is my turn to see the doctor. Didn't feel nervous or what in the beginning but after the doctor told me that they found a class II cells in my cervices known as Squamous cells. Interpretation - Squamous cells with changes of reactive atypia seen but negative for intraepithelial lesion or malignancy.

Because of the findings from my previous test, i am required to repeat my test earlier than routine screening schedule. The doctor say only a hand of people with same findings, developed cervices cancer so i don't have to worry as for now and that i can still go ahead with family planning. Told King about it after the test but my heart feels like it had sunken into the deep bottom of the pacific ocean right now.

My thoughts are running wild in my head now. I'm thinking what if i really diagnose with cervices cancer? What if i can't have kids of my own with King if the treatment requires me to cut off my cervices? All i can do now is to wait patiently for my results to be send to me within a months time. I feel so lost and confused.....

PS. No mood, No pictures.

A brand new year....

2009-01-02T13:16:00.005+08:00

H ours of happy times with friends and family

A bundant time for relaxation

P rosperity

P lenty of love when you need it the most

Y outhful excitement at lifes simple pleasures

N ights of restful slumber (you know - dont' worry be happy)

E verything you need

W ishing you love and light

Y ears and years of good health

E njoyment and mirth

A ngels to watch over you

R embrances of many happy years!

Hello is 2009 and goodbye is 2008. Today is the second day of a brand new year - 2009. Thousands of people were gathered at the Marina Bay and Marina Square counting down as year 2008 make way for 2009 to arrival on 31st of December 08. Leaving behind what is to be forgotten in 2008 and embracing the unknown for 2009. I wish, hope and pray it will be a good year not just only for me and King but also for everyone i know of.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2008-12-31T15:43:00.006+08:00

Hey everyone, year 2008 will be over in about 8hours time woho hell yeah!!! I wish everyone a great year ahead in year 2009. Singles ladies and gentlemen find the love their lives. Married couples make more babies he he. And couples happily in love stay strongly in love ok!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009 EVERYBODY!!!

PS. Everyone have a great time counting down and a great evening WOHO~~~

Holiday mood....

2008-12-22T14:37:00.011+08:00

Wow ho my boss just left for meeting in Malaysia - Kuala Lumpur, I'm free in office yeah. He will be back on the 24th Christmas Eve for our company Christmas lunch after which he will be flying off for his holiday trip with his family till 29th Dec ha ha ha free free free. But i will going off to Genting on Christmas Eve ha ha ha.

Had a tiring weekend starting with Saturday, met Joe and Juli for lunch at Yishun 925 (they were late almost an hour as usual). Me and King left for Changi Village Hotel to sign the agreement on the usage of the venue for our ROM cum wedding. Went to rejoin Joe and Juli at Bugis for Nonya high tea buffet. It's pretty cheap but long queue and i find that the variety is limited as compare to what we saw on the TV program.

After high tea, we went shopping around at bugis junction. The shopping mall was packed with people (many of them were from China !#%^&*). Didn't managed to buy much thing there only bought a black ladies blazer for work (good buy only $19.90 ha ha ha) at BHG. Left around 6plus pm to Suntec. King bought 2 pairs of jeans at for $99, a long sleeve shirt and a belt at Levi Signature. Shop till and left Suntec around 9plus pm to Thomson for dinner.

Had prata, mee hoon goreng etc for our dinner. We wanted to had one more round drinks after dinner before going back home so head to 7-11 to grab some drinks and went to Yishun dame to chill out. The place is forever packed with people and cars. Wind that night was quite chilling. Reach home around 1plus to rest and i had to rush for toilet when i got home as there wasn't any toilet at the dame.

Slept late but yet i still wake up early. Had Bak Kut Teh for our lunch near King's home and by the time we finish eating, head home is already 2plus pm. Took a short nap and woke up around 5plus pm to shower and change as King has a wedding dinner to attend. Drop King off at the hotel and i went shopping alone. Bought 3 dresses amounting to $35/- (ha ha ha good buy) and got King's present (shh don't tell him OK he he).

Poor me had to loiter and wander outside alone till 10plus 11pm for King to end his wedding dinner (so bored). Got home and 11plus 12mid night. Had a hard time falling asleep yesterday as i was having slight nose block. Didn't sleep much and well last night, the worst thing now is as boss is not in, nothing much for me to do, I'm starting to feel sleepy (shit).

PS. Ok folks that's the pictures i managed to take, will try to take and upload more when i can (^.O)

Ho Ho Ho...

2008-12-17T15:53:00.014+08:00

You know what, official in one week time it will be Christmas (wow ho yeah). Me and King will spending our first ever Christmas in Malaysia at Genting Highlands he he he (can't wait for it to be here any sooner). And guess what, in two weeks time this shitty year come to an end (wow shit). I can't wait and believe that year 2008 is ending soon. Looking back at 2008, lots of ups and down had happen to me.

Best thing that happen in 2008 is having to meet my dear KING. Worst thing that happen in 2008 is having to lost someone special to god. Dear KING wrote in his blog - "Do not look and grieve over the past, for it is gone. Do not trouble about the future, for it has yet to come. Live in the present and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering". Thanks for everything you have done for me, my dear KING.

I so happy and excited as day by day our ROM cum wedding day draws closer (i hope I'm not giving and putting too much stress on my dear KING). I'm really looking forward to married life with dear KING. I know KING is still making effort to change his life style etc. I just want my dear KING to know that i will stand by him always when he needs me.

Went to check out Changi Village Hotel on last Saturday with KING. Wow the view at the level 8 pool is breath taking (oh my god it's so beautiful). Blue sky, warm breeze, clear sea and greenery. I love it very much and so do KING (ops too smith with the view forgot to take pictures of it ha ha ha). Dan the wedding planner just called me yesterday, telling me that the contract is ready and we can go down any day to sign and put a deposit for the venue.

Guess what, my boss will be going to KL for a big meeting next Monday late afternoon (that mean he will only be in morning part) and will be back to office 24th Christmas eve he he he. Boss will be leaving for his holiday trip in the late evening on 24th to Korean (yeah freeee~~) and back to work on 30th. I simply love my job ha ha ha.

Oh we will be going to Changi Village Hotel again this Saturday to confirm our booking. OK one more thing less for the check list for our ROM cum wedding now. Next on the list will be who and how many number of people to invite. Next year around end March to early April, we will need to chose our gowns and our photoshoot. Sigh still got so much things yet to be done (tired and stress).

Lazy hoilday mood in the air.....

2008-12-12T09:49:00.011+08:00

OK i here to blog again during office hours (boss in meeting now). Feeling very sleeply now even though slept around 11pm last night. King made me dinner last night (muack thanks Bebe) when i got back home after work. We had yummy beef steak in mushroom and pepper sauce, sided with boiled potato and delicious soup.

Dinner was really fantastic. King is enjoying his off days after a long continuous sailing (since yesterday) right now at home, sleeping like a big baby he he he. Woke up in the middle last night during my sleep because of leg cramp. My left lower caff is having the sore and pulling ache feeling right now (did wanted to wake King up to help actually).

Yesterday was a super boring day at work for me. Almost bored me to the max. Boss was in but nothing much that requires me to work on. Luckily for this week only need to work four days yeah. Hope today will better, so far not too bad but still very free ha ha ha. Argh this computer I'm using now in office sucks.

Sent out some Christmas cards to some friends, i haven't been doing so for a long time. Two more weeks till Christmas ho ho ho and three weeks more till New Year (wowho finally this shitty end is coming to an end soon). I'm looking forward for it and the short trip (Genting and KL) we will be going on for Christmas.

Planned to go catch a moive (The day earth stood still or Twilight) tonight after work with King, not sure any other friends will join us or not yet. Saturday we planned to go for a site inspection at Changi Village Hotel for our ROM cum wedding next year. King will be sailing on Sunday. Hope Bebe feels better today after the talk we had last night after dinner (whatever it is I just want you to know I LOVE YOU).

PS. Sorry didn't take any pictures lately so post in some christmas mood pictures and pictures of Changi Village Hotel's pool and ballroom.

I want more friends....

2008-12-08T21:41:00.004+08:00

As Bebe always away for sailing, i sometimes wish very much to have more female friends to go out with be it for shopping, lunch/dinner and movies. Bebe don't wish for me to go out with my guy friends when he is away for sailing but i don't have many female friends that i can go out with. The usual ones are usually Kat-love, Teresa, Kelly and Charmaine.

I really wish to have more female friends. Sometimes i feel that i kind of bother them to much, asking to company too often. Am i irritating? I know very well that beside having me as their friend, they have other friends too. Sigh, what can i do to have more female friends then? Can someone care to teach me please?

I feel so bored at home when Bebe is not around. My usual activities when Bebe is not around are sleep like pig (that's what Bebe say i am), watch TV and play my Facebook. I do log on to my MSN, trying very hard to find people to chat with me online everytime. My life sucks. I think i should really go take up some course or studies or look for a part time job.

The more i bored at home the more i bother Bebe and others. Bebe is also tired of me telling him how bored i am alone at home when he is away for sailing. I always complaint to him about it when Bebe comes back from sailing or by through sms letting him know. If i did really irritate anyone out there for having to ask keeping me company, just let me know.

Argh, I really hate boredom. Boredom is the number one killer for me. Sometimes i wonder is it because of my character for not able to have a lot of friends? If anyone have any female friends to introduce to me, do let me know. I will do my best to be friend them from the bottom of my heart. I sincerely wish to make more new female friends.

Boredom Kills....

2008-12-07T19:21:00.004+08:00

Not really in the damn moody to blog, why is that so? I AM DAMN BORED! I've got nothing much to do after work and for the past week and next week, Bebe is busy sailing as the rest of his department guys have to take IPPT as till now they have yet to past the test. What the Fuck! Can someone please ask me out for lunch, dinner, shopping, movies, high tea or whatever?

Boredom is a really sucker. Usual days after work, i would come home and stuck to my laptop. Logging on to Facebook is my only form of entertainment that i can find to entertain myself when Bebe is out sailing if not take a nap before dinner is next on list. After dinner, i will play Facebook for awhile maybe catch some TV and followed by a early night's out. Boring right?

Bebe calls me a PIG just because i sleep a lot. But sleeping is the only thing that can kill away most of the time i have when he is not around. Argh, I'm really fucking bored. I know Bebe is tired from all his stupid sailing that he has to cover for his department guys so i try my best not to disturb him even thought i really feel like going out, be watch a movie or just simple shopping at the nearest shopping centre.

Had small little disagreement early with Bebe because of this issue. I ask if he would like to have dinner at Causewaypoint and after which we can shop around for awhile before coming back home but he replied he just want to slack at home. Fine so be it. Before going down to pack dinner, i ask again if he would want to catch a movie with me, he replied say he is tired. OK forget it, take it as i never ask then.

Maybe i really should go take up some course or studies or look for a part time job ya? Know what? Bebe has to sail again tomorrow till Wednesday and Thursday sail till Saturday, Sunday sail till next Monday ha ha ha what a wonderful week i going to have ya. I think I'm going bonkers soon. I know since i chose Bebe to be my life partner i should learn and accept the fact that his routine is always like this but it's really hard for me to do so as it's always easy to be said than doing it. FUCK NAVY!

PS. No pictures, no mood, not going to upload any.

Online shopping is back....

2008-12-02T22:47:00.009+08:00

In about three weeks time it will be Christmas ho ho ho. Time flies pretty fast for this year. Lots of things happen for me this year, some ups and downs, some bad and good, most importantly is i met Bebe (the love of my life). For the past eight to nine months with Bebe is the happiest time of my life making it up for the saddest part of life that i have lost.

Exactly one month after Christmas will be Chinese New Year. Which mean i got less time to shop for my CNY clothes, shoes etc including Bebe's. Time to start doing shopping again. Online shopping is still one of my all time favourites hobby. Did some online shopping during office hours (he he he when boss not around) and bought some nice and simple looking tops, dresses etc for myself and Kelly too.

Kelly babe also bought some clothes online from her girlfriend's blogshop. She too bought a few pieces for me and for herself as well. Thanks babe (^.O). Well will still do some more shopping be it online or real physical shopping maybe over the weekend with Bebe or what. For women, shopping fr clothes, shoes, bags etc is never enough ha ha ha (that's so typical singapore girl).

I want to buy a new bag and new shoes too. I just bought a new pair of black open toe pumps for work earlier before dinner. It cost me about $20 bucks, low heel and pretty comforty, fit just nice for work purpose. But I still want to get a pair of heels or boots for Christmas and CNY. I want a big, nice and worth me penny bag for work or maybe even for normal outings.

Sigh, shopping is women nature, it's in women's blood, you can never stop women from doing so. Well actually some guys nowadays too loves shopping, I'm not talking about gays ok. I referring to real man. Bebe only love to shop when he got the need to do so. And when he do shop, he can spend more than me (very vain right, Bebe even do mask nowadays).

PS. Will upload the clothes that i bought online together with those Kelly bought for me soon.

One down lots more to go...

2008-12-01T16:38:00.005+08:00

OK one issue to worry about and lots more to go. Over the weekend, we have chose and sign our bridal package with White Link out the many i picked out. With the recommendation and help of Joe and Juli, we manage to get a great deal from White Link. Both me and Bebe like the photo shoots taken by the photographers of White Link and the gowns selections too.

The package we sign for is priced at $2988/-, it comes with the following;

Wedding gown (off the rack but i can pick any gown including gowns only for displays or bridal shows).
Groom' Suit (Jacket and Pants).
Hair & Make-up (Studio and actual day).
Flower Bouquet (Studio and actual day).
Photography (Studio and outdoor).
1 photo frame with design (16"x20" 3-in-1 8R).
1 photo album with art work design (8"x10" 32 pose).
1 4R mini album
1 8R table top photo with frame.
1 Signature book
CD with selected photos
24 pieces 3R photos (4 pose)
Extra photos charging at special rate of $68 with art work.
FOC - Baby photo shoot in future with 5 pieces of 5R loose photos.

Does that consider expensive or it a good deal to you? I have no ideal but to me it seems like a pretty good deal. I get to choose any wedding gown i want including collections which is meant for bridal shows or for displays only. I will get to wear 4 different outfits on top of the wedding gown i chose.

As for my outdoor shoot, i get to fit into 3 gowns (if I'm not wrong) and having 2 or 3 outdoor locations (if time permits) for the shoot. The sales cum art work designer says he will arrange and schedule us to choose and pick out our gowns, photographer etc maybe either next year February or March as our ROM cum wedding day is next September 2009 (still a long way to go).

With one less issue on our list of chores, we will have more time to do and concentrate on other stuff. Next on the list is either renovation or our ceremony venue. Kelly babe ex-colleague has links with hoteliers, she offer to help me ask her ex-colleague to try and help us get a good deal for the venue we want. Thanks babe for helping out, as you know the economy is in bad shape now, the more we can save on one thing the more we can have for other stuff.

PS. Ops didn't take any photos again over the weekend. Will try to do so and upload as soon i can.

Eye Infection....

2008-11-27T20:44:00.003+08:00

Was on medical leave today for eye infection. It started out on Monday evening but it didn't bother me that much for me to notice it till it got worst yesterday during office hours. The pain actually started on Tuesday night after dinner. Told Bebe about it when we got home. Yesterday after lunch, the pain and the swell got worst till all my colleagues were asking me what happen to my eye.

After the stock-take meeting at 3plus pm, a red patched was nicely formed from the corner of my left eye to my cheek bone. I got a shock myself when i went to check it out in the toilet. The temp receptionist - Florence, commented that it wasn't noticeable in the morning when i came in to office till after lunch she notice the swell. And by 2-3plus pm it's pretty obvious to others.

Diana - secretary to Managing Director told me about the red patch but i thought she was just joking till after the meeting then i realize it's true. Told boss about me visiting the doctor after work for my eye condition as to give him a heads up if I'm on medical leave today. Boss was very nice to ask me to take a day rest if I'm given medical leave.

Waited for more than an hour outside my office after work for Bebe to come fetch me home from his work place. Went straight to take queue number for consultation before heading for dinner. Timing was just nice when we came back to the clinic, two more patients to go and it will be my turn. Doctor Chew wanted to give me two days of medical leave but i don't see a need for it so she gave one day instead and if i need the second day, i can drop by the counter to ask for it.

Reach home around 8plus pm, changed and relaxed in front of the TV. I doze off while lying on the bed watching TV when Bebe went to service balcony for a puff. I woke up myself around 1plus am for toilet break and to take my medicine before heading back to sleep again. I feel like a pig these days, i can really sleep a lot. My eye is a lot better now as i blogging this post. I will be back to work tomorrow.

PS. Will take more photos and upload it again the next round as for now i don't have nice/new photos to upload yet.

Stupid traffic....

2008-11-24T10:13:00.014+08:00

First day back to work after the weekend but was caught in the stupid traffic jam at the PIE exit dame it (#%^*!%~$%&*). Here I am blogging again as usual in the office while my boss goes walking around the production plant after his operation meeting with the MD etc this morning. Ha ha ha don't you guys envy me for being free most of the time during my working hours.

My weekend was tiring, why is that so let me share with you. Over the weekend, I woke pretty early naturally without having to set the alarm. Started my Saturday by waking up at 8plus am and slept 2plus am as for Sunday i woke up 10plus am and slept last night 12plus mid-night. Gosh I almost had a hard time waking up this morning 6.45am for work. I'm so sleepy as I washed up and changed for work.

Bought a new foundation with refill pack and a new eyeshadow pallet while Bebe got himself a collagen filler (such a vein port ha ha ha). Took some laminating flooring quotation at the furniture fair during Saturday when we were at Expo. Over the weekend, we went back to Bebe's place to help his parents to bring all the old newspapers, clothes etc to the nearby recollection centre to sell.

Went looking at some bridal shop's wedding packages and gowns available at Yishun yesterday. Try out 2 gowns at one of the bridal shop. The gowns were OK, meaning it fits just great and average looking (don't have the WOW feeling for the both of us). Time flies pretty fast, from the first day me and Bebe started dating till we are looking around for wedding gowns and venue now (he he he can't wait for the BIG day to come soon).

Met up with Joe, Juli, Steven and Agnes for dinner at KFC opposite the bridal shop at Chom pang. After which all of us head to a nearby pub (Ginza Pub) for drinks and to chill out. Another couple gary and kim (Bebe's friend) came to us around 8plus 9pm. Jack and Kyle came sightly later around 9plus 10pm after their event at Sentosa for a short while only.

Left for home and rest about 11pm. Gosh what a tiring weekend we had, having to sleep late and wake up so early. My and Bebe plan to go look around other bridal shops and renovation company maybe either Wednesday after work at IMM. So much to do till our ROM day like renovation, selling and buying of flats etc (sigh T-T).

PS. A sneak preview on how i look like in white wedding gown.... he he he

Countdown begins....

2008-11-20T10:46:00.004+08:00

Yesterday boss wasn't in the whole of the afternoon so was kind of free to browse through "My Style Weddings". Saw quite a few nice looking gowns that i like (hmmm not sure Bebe will like it too) and tips on where to hold ROM ceremony/wedding dinners, photography/bridal shops and etc. Planning a ROM ceremony or a wedding dinner is not a easy task.

Told Bebe about all that last night when we chat over the phone. Will have to wait for him to come back and discuss further on the flat issue etc. Wish so much Bebe is already back from Balawan now (sigh). There are so many other things we need to yet to be done from now till our ROM day. Can't wait to be Mrs Fong soon and have babies with Bebe (shy (@.O).

Took some time to call HDB on Monday to check on the HDB repurchased flat that we have eyed on but HDB say the response for the half-yearly sale is over whelming, they have received more than 10 thousand applicant. Though the submission date has closed but if we want can still submit our application and get a queue number. Even though we submit our application, there is no promise we will be call up for viewing (so sad).

The past few days, work is on and off busy at times and pretty relaxed at some. The past few days after work, i will head home straight, changed and take a short nap (kind of tired). By the time i wake for dinner is either around 8plus pm or 9plus pm ha ha ha. Last night I had a girls night out with my babes - Kelly and Teresa (like Charles Angels ha ha ha). Hope they had a great night yesterday, will try to arrange for such girls night out more (Ops think Bebe wouldn't like it).

Today the fourth day Bebe is away for sailing. Counting down to the final day - Friday 21st November, 5pm local time. Yes Bebe will be back finally (thank God) tomorrow. I miss him so much till my heart aches. My past few days had been so lonely and quiet without Bebe around. Bebe did called and chat with me the past two nights (think phone bill gonna be very high next month ha ha ha) to make me feel better though (thanks Bebe).

I think many people will agree with me that my job seems pretty free and relaxed. Here i am blogging my post in the middle of my office hour (ha ha ha). My boss is in today but I have no ideal where is he right now as i blog (he likes to walk around the whole company compound). Well I pretty much my job now and enjoy myself having to work here at Toppan Forms. Oh, me and boss will be moving to a bigger room soon (he he he).

PS. Sorry didnt't much pictures lately. Will try to take more when Bebe is back and upload it but as for now you guys just have bear with it ya... (*.O)...

Yawn~~

2008-11-17T08:00:00.007+08:00

Today is the earliest day of my working life here at Toppan Form to reach as early as 6AM! Oh my god, I'm so tired but lucky not sleepy so still not too bad. Slept around 10plus 11pm last night as Bebe's shore leave expires 0600 hours for his sailing trip today.

Woke up 4.30am as Bebe is going away for a week. I hate it so much not being able to see/hug/kiss him for a week starting from today (argh dame it). Bebe promise that he will call me when he can as much as he could. I know Bebe will miss me as much as I miss him.

It has been only 2 hours plus since we parted outside Tuas Naval Base but I'm missing him badly already. Here I am sitting in front of my desk blogging down on how much my misses for Bebe. I really don't wish for Bebe to sail for more than 2 days which that's the longest he has been away for sailing.

Sigh, I can't wait till Friday for Bebe to come back from his sailing trip. Wonder Bebe will buy anything back for me (o.O). Hope this is my first and last time to reach office so early. The main door is only open by 7.40am. I had to wait in the car for the door to be unlock. I feel like a unwanted child left outside the house (sob sob).

I'm suppose to attend a BBQ session this evening at Bevan's place with Kat, Michael, Leon etc but now I'm not sure about going. Having to wake up so early today makes me just want to head home rest after work. But it been quite some time since all of us met up for any gathering. Furthermore, I still got to work tomorrow. Think i have to make a decision soon.

Busy day...

2008-11-14T10:44:00.011+08:00

Yesterday was kind of a day for me. Early morning instead heading to office work, i had to attend a workshop organise by the Fuji Xerox team together with the whole sales team. Reach Tanjong Pagar on time but it was raining thus i was late for being caught in the rain walking to Xerox building. What bad luck to start my day with.

No breakfast for me as the workshop start shortly after i reach. Managed to drink two cups of tea and munch on a small chicken pie (three bites and it's gone) at the end of the training around 1.30pm. Head back office together with Boss. Didn't had my lunch till close to 2.30pm. Finish up whatever work is left on my desk before i went out to grab a bite.

Bebe came to pick me back from work. We sort of had to rush home and change for Bebe's ship's anniversary dinner and dance at Rendezvous Hotel. The theme for the night is black and white. The hotel wasn't that fantastic but still a not bad 4 star hotel though. We parked the car at the opposite building and walk our way over instead.

Dinner commenced around 8plus pm. Was already starting to feel hungry by then. Food for the night is still pretty good. Had lots of fun and laughter through out the whole event. Took quite a handful of pictures and a few videos too. Bebe had slightly a little too much of red wine and was already tipsy towards end of the dinner.

Bebe and I enjoyed ourselves at the dinner. We had a great time. Come to think of it this was our first formal outing/D&D together. Oh almost forgot, Bebe won a coffee maker in the lucky draw ha ha ha. Left at 11pm to head home as i still got to work today. I'm all worn out man (o.O)

My weekend....

2008-11-09T22:41:00.011+08:00

Was busy doing up Kelly's blog since Friday night till now. Now her new blog is finally done after some input of information, updates and everything is good to go. Kelly is back to blogging. Hope she like the blogskin, layout and etc. Here i am blogging while the end of my weekend draws near.

Stayed home to do up Kelly's blog and also to update mine after work on Friday. Bebe was at his colleague's place for BBQ while i did all that. Bebe came home around 10plus pm buying back supper for me *Muack*. Slept pretty early as I was still having flu. I have been stuck with flu for coming more than two weeks.

Woke up quite early on Saturday around 9am but flu doesn't seems to be any better. Had light breakfast with Bebe as we are meeting uncle Joe and Aunt Juli for lunch before heading to Sentosa around 12.30pm at Yishun. Took flu medicine after i got home while waiting for time to pass i start to feel drowsy.

Uncle Joe and Aunt Juli booked a hotel room at Marriott for 4 days 3 nights as to celebrate Uncle Joe's birthday. So instead of going to Sentosa in the end all of us head to Marriott with them for a leisure swim since we have to wait for Jack to join us. Spend the whole afternoon there relax and chill at the hotel.

Left for dinner at Vienna over at United Square for buffet. I had made reservation for table of six. Kelly came to join us for dinner after work just in time. Had a time laughing and eating at Vienna. Luckily i made reservation if not we wouldn't be entertained. Went mind cafe after dinner for a session of games and more laughters. Really had a great time.

Reached home around 2am to rest. Stayed home till 1plus pm before we head over to Bebe's parents place for late lunch. Met uncle Joe and Aunt Juli for movie and dinner after which. Got home earlier on around 9pm. Decided to blog down my weekend before i head to bed in another 10minutes or so abd back to work tomorrow.

Lazy pig me....

2008-11-06T11:41:00.009+08:00

Yes OK OK i know, it's been almost more than one and a half month since i last updated my blog. I was either not in the mood or busy to update. Some changes here and there like new office, new boss and the happenings to the people around me. I just shifted to a Joo Koon Circle, it's kind of far and out of place but at least is closer to Bebe.

In the morning Bebe can send me to work before his turn. It about 5minutes away from Tuas Naval Base only. As for after work, most of the time i go back myself unless Bebe finish work normal hours then he will pick me home. My current boss is a very nice man who love to play golf. I'm current seated at a temporary desk as my boss will be moving into a better office towards the month end.

Lately it seems like everyone around is having relationship problems. Michael broke up with Jaslyn for good finally. All this wouldn't have happen if Jaslyn had been faithful and truthful to Michael. Not that I've got anything against Jaslyn but i think it best for them to break up since they always argue because of Jaslyn not being faithful and truthful.

Kat, love and Zac too are having problems. They have come to terms about aborting the baby and not going ahead with the ROM. Well guess they are still very young, they not ready for parenthood and getting married just because of the baby. Besides, their relationship isn't stable at all. Just a piece of advise love, you might like what i have to say but if worst come to worst breaking up might be the best for both of you.

Charmaine and Steve is the other couple having problems as well. Steve seems to have disappear and avoiding her. According to Charmaine, Steve left her hanging without a reason. He told her that he was still hurt and too stress from how she treated him last time. He just simply refuse to talk to her, she called/ sms/ emailed him but no reply. All that had been more than a week and counting.

Kelly and Joseph sort of parted their ways but agreed to stay on as friends. Deep down inside Kelly do hope to get back with Joseph but Joseph seems to have patched back with his ex-girl friend. Complicated story between her and Joseph. Well at least Kelly got a new job beside all that had happen to her with friends and job.

Oh my god, can someone please explain to me what the hell is going on lately? What is happen to the people around me? I wish things will turn for the better for them soon. I pray nothing will happen to me and Bebe in anyways. I love you Bebe be it now or future.

Swollen eyes...

2008-09-11T11:34:00.003+08:00

Not much to update about today as my eyes are swollen and painful. Was at gan ma's place to celebrate her birthday on Monday hence missed the VMA 2008 on MTV channel (argh dame it). Manage to view who are the winners of the night on VMA's website. I got a shock how Britney Spears looks now, she look great alot better than she looks beginning of the year.

The other singer that i think and feel that she look amazing was Christina Aguilera. Oh my god, she look so gorgeous (love how her straight looks). Performance by Rihanna, Pink, T.I etc was fantastic. Will try to catch on Saturday when MTV channel replay it again.

The winners were as as follows;

Best Female Artiste - Britney Spears (Pieces Of Me)
Best Male Artist - Chris Brown (With You)
Best Dancing in a video - Pussycat Dolls (When I Grow Up)
Best Rock - Linkin Park (Shadow Of The Day)
Best Hip Hop - Lil Wayne (Lollipop)
New Artiste - Tokio Hotel
Best Pop Video - Britney Spears (Pieces Of Me)
Video Of The Year - Britney Spears (Pieces Of Me)

Britney Spears bag three awards, the biggest winner of the night. Didn't think that she will win so many awards with her ablum but still well done Britney. Katy Perry perform at the VMA too love her song - I Kissed A Girl. Christina Aguilera did a remix version of her old song - Genie In A Bottle and new song - Keep Getting Better.

Just a little something i thought of sharing with everyone out there, a link to VMA 2008 -The Performance. Total there are 16 clips. To me most of the performance are really cool and great. To kick start the event was Rihanna and many more artiste. So enjoy people the great music show. http://www.mtv.com/overdrive/?id=1593810&vid=272630

Sleepy and backache....

2008-09-09T17:35:00.008+08:00

Was late 10 minutes today for work. In actual fact, i was early as the bus reach the bus stop as i reach as well but i realise i had left my wallet at home (argh shit man). I had to walk all the way back home just to get my wallet and make my way back to the bus stop again. By the time i got to the mrt station it was already 8.20am.

The mrt train arrived shortly so still not bad as i thought i might have to wait pretty long for the train to come as i miss the earlier train. Luck for me, i got a seat when i board the train. Slept all the way to city hall while listening to my I-pod mini. Bought Mr Bean for breakfast same as yesterday and reach office by 9.20am.

(My new and permanent desk)

After a long re-arranging of all our desk and seats, most of us are finally settled down with the new position. Got my new desk back facing my boss near the conference room but I'm still all the way to the back of the office (sigh so far away). Most of people are not around in the office now as I'm blogging this entry including my boss.

(My lunch - Seafood Pasta & Mushroom soup)

Had seafood pasta in tomato sauce for lunch. Back to having lunch alone myself (so bored). Miss those day when i have khakis for lunch (sigh, wonder how the 3 ladies at Logistex doing). Although there more choices for food during lunch but i hate the feeling for eating alone. I really need this job because of the pay so no matter what i need to tolerate with loneliness.

Cold & freezing......

2008-09-04T11:48:00.006+08:00

Oh my god, I'm so cold. It's freezing in the office. I feel like a polar bear but without fur in the office. Was 5-10minutes late for work today (shit), all because of Donut. Donut just had to take a leak outside the kitchen door floor before i leave for work (dame it argh third round) after i have clear the newspaper he spill his bowl of water (first round) his shit (second round). Had to clean up the floor before i go off for work. By the time i reach the bus stop, the bus just went off (shit).

Boss not in yet as i blog this entry. Had been doing data entry since i come in this morning. Guess what after the past few days of hard work i finish half of the whole arched file (yeah). Think should be able to complete the rest by tomorrow before the end of the day (I hope). Yeah today is Thursday already, one more day to go and it will be weekend.

(Donut - The lazy and stupid dog......)

Heard that it's Chanel's last day of work tomorrow (so sad). Not sure going anywhere for farewell lunch later or not as she will be on half day tomorrow (hmmm). I don't talk much to my colleagues maybe partly because I'm sitting far back to the back of the office and a distance away from the rest (as if the office very big ha ha ha). So hungry now, didn't have breakfast today (all Donut's fault).

Never see Kelly online these two days so I sms her to check how is she doing. She replied say she on MC today and was out the whole of yesterday for appointments. Miss having Kelly, Raquel and Shuling around especially lunch time (sigh). Miss Bebe very much (Bebe got sailing yesterday), can't wait to see him tonight after work.

First day of work!!!

2008-09-02T15:33:00.006+08:00

Started my first day of work at new job yesterday. Till now I'm still not feeling yet. Still having flu and slight cough. Have been sick since last Saturday. Yesterday was raining when i got to new office at Aliwa street. Was early and not many people around in the office yet. Got my own desk but will change my desk place later. Worn the new dress Charmaine got for my birthday to work.

My boss was not in till late morning around 11plus am, not sure what time did big boss got in. Got things to do after i got my own desk and computer (I'm doing something finally ha ha ha). Most my new colleagues are Indians, only my boss (Francis), one other director (Vernon) and two female colleagues (Chanel and QingFen) are Chinese (faint).

(New dress Charmaine bought for my brithday)

My lunch now is from 1-2pm. As it was raining so decided to have lunch at somewhere under sheltered. My boss treat me, Vernon, Chanel and QingFen for lunch at RENDEZVOUS Hotel (ha ha ha so nice of my new boss and it's not cheap). Oh my working hours have change too from 9-6.30pm but 5 day work week (some gain and loss ha ha ha).

Bebe made dinner, waiting for my to get home (delicious, yummy porridge and healthy cantoness soup). Think is because of the weather, was having migrine on top of my other sickness. Bebe supposed to attend one of colleague wedding dinner but he decided to stay home to take care of me instead. I feel so loved and touched by Bebe's care and concern for me.

(My desk at new job ke ke ke)

Office today was quite. Not many people is in the whole day. My boss was only in for less than an hour. Doing data entry as i blogging this new entry and was preparing some purchase order for my boss in the morning hour (still pending for his signature on his desk before i can fax over to supplier). I still get to blog, MSN, surf net etc for this job but at the same time I'm also contributing to the company he he he. More work is yet to be task over to me.

Best Birthday ever~~~

2008-08-31T00:35:00.004+08:00

Having flu, cough and sore throat as i blogging this entry now. But I'm gald that i had the most wonderful birthday ever on Friday. Firstly, i woke up 10am (though not working not sure why woke up so early still), partly i think it's because I'm hungry too . The weather was still very cozy and cooling as it was raining. Bebe finally woke after i disturb him to ha ha ha.

(Bebe eating candy floss)

(Bebe playing with the candy floss)

Left home for Bukit Batok for lunch after shower around 11plus am (still raining). Had roasted duck rice and pork & peanut soup for lunch with Bebe. Appointment for the spa was schedule at 12.30pm and we was slightly late ha ha ha. The spa package was for couple which includes body scrub, body massage and milk bath.

(Bebe and me waiting the queue for our turn to board the cable car)

(The Sky Dinning Cable Car mock up)

(The interior of how the cable car looks)

The whole course was great and it's about one and a half hour. Bebe had a Javanese massage while i did a Swedish massage after which we had a milk bath together. I love the jacuzzi bath tube man!!! Left Civil Service Club around 3pm to head for Suntec City for the Comex show. The parking was terrible. All the parking places surrounding Suntec City was all full. It took us close to an hour to finally park the car.

(A closer look of the interior)

(Bebe posing with small fan provided to us on board the cable car)

(Bebe playing with his soup spoon)

Nothing much to see at Comex show. Had a drink and candy floss after walking around Comex for an hour before heading Mount Faber - The Jewel Box for Sky Dinning which Bebe had plan for me he he he. Reach The Jewel around 6.45pm and board the cable car at 7.10pm.

Diamond Set

Soup/Appetizer/First Round
Cream of Tomato Soup
Served with Garlic Crostini

Smoked Salmon Salad
With Mascarpone cheese

Main Course/Second Round
Grilled Beef Tenderloin with Rosemary Jus
Served with Seasonal vegetables and Baked Potatoes

or
Pan-fried fillet of Salmon with Mild Spicy Salsa
Served with Seasonal vegetables and mashed potatoes

Dessert/Third Round
Chocolate Brownie
Served with Strawberries,Vanilla and Chocolate Sauce

*Inclusive of a glass of house wine for each diner

Bebe made a special request arrangement for my favorite lilies and birthday cake to be served during the third round. Half round back to Mount Faber, Bebe surprise me with a wedding band which he use it to propose to me. I was over whelm by happiness that i started to cry . Half of my birthday wish came true just shortly after i blow the candles off my birthday cake.

(Happy Birthday To Me!!!!)

(My favorite Lilies)

(Me posing with my favorite Lilies from Bebe)

(Wedding band Bebe proposed to me with)

I'm really speechless for words. Bebe really made my birthday this year really a great and wonderful one. After dinner, we took a slow walk along Mount Faber taking about out future plans. Bebe booked tickets for the movie- Wall E at Vivo City 10.10pm. The movie is really funny, touching and meaningful (at least that's what i feel and think).

(Our ever first sunset together)

(Star Cruise -Star Aquarius)

(Cheers to me.... plain water only)

To end the night, we met Michael, Kat and Leon for supper at Woodlands 888 plaza (so sad no birthday cake, no presents and wish well from them). I really had a great birthday this year. Bebe thank you so much for everything you plan and the things you have done for me. I'm really looking forward to be your MRS FONG soon. I love you Bebe.

Last day at Logistex....

2008-08-28T10:40:00.006+08:00

Well the day has come, today is my last day at Logistex. Will miss the 3 pretty ladies as i mention i my earlier post, they are Kelly Raquel and Shuling (maybe once awhile miss Brenda, my boss). It's another wet and cold morning. Rain since dawn i guess. Very cold in office argh!!! Bought glutinous rice for breakfast on the way to office this morning.

I wonder will i get my pay at the end of today before i leave as Brenda turn down my down to pay me cash. And that she say according to company practise, company only pay the staffs the last day of the month. But today is my last day, i find it stupid and redundant to make an extra trip just to collect my pay from her other day. What the Crap!!!

The thought of that spoil my mood. Plan to order McDonald later for lunch, a treat from me to the rest of them. Bebe is on leave from today onwards and he say he will come pick me after work for dinner. Ok shall blog something else in order not to affect my mood. Earlier on in my previous posts i mention i did some retail therapy lately as i was into alot of stuff.

One of the stuff is false eye lashes ha ha ha. I didn't use to put on false eye lashes till now. Was shopping sometime back along at Bugis Street and the lady from one the stores that sells perfume, cosmetics etc offer to teach me how. And I'm loving since then ha ha ha. I will update more of the other stuff i'm in love with lately in my posts to come.

Counting down the days....

2008-08-27T09:47:00.010+08:00

Had been counting down the days since i tender on last Friday. One more day to go before i can call it an end at Logistex. Will miss the 3 pretty ladies I work with over here. Kelly told me yesterday during lunch that on the way back from her appointment to clients place with Brenda, Brenda told her she wants me to work till Friday as she don't know how to calculate my pay.

(Long time since i camwhore inside MOS toilet)

Shuling ask me not sure weather Brenda will hold back my pay or not. What The Fuck? How can she do that? I have served my minimum notice, she can't hold my pay for no reasons. Kelly's mum birthday is tomorrow and she ask Brenda to pay her in advance so that she can bring her mum for a nice dinner and get her a present but Brenda rejected her request. Brenda say if she pays Kelly in advance it's not fair to the rest.

(Donut the last addition to the family after Leon took in Berrie)

It's Kelly mum's birthday i don't see why can't she advance Kelly's pay to her. Anyway what ever, i don't think it's wise for me to interfere but hope so will pay me on time and best is cash as i have requested. After lunch, Brenda ask to talk to me and she ask me to work till Friday as what Kelly had told me earlier but i told i can't as i already have plans.

I want to go shopping spree for my birthday on Friday with Bebe. Made plans to have light lunch followed by spa (at The Ultimate Spa), shopping, movie (Wall-E) and dinner he he he. Oh today is Steve's birthday, Happy birthday mate, see you soon in two weeks time in Singapore ya for Charmaine's birthday. Looking forward for tomorrow yeah.....

Monday blues.....

2008-08-25T14:20:00.007+08:00

Not in any mood to work at all today. Weather is still dame cooling and cosy feeling. Kelly and the rest also having the same feeling as i do. Spend half the morning touching up here and there for kelly's blog. Added some ribbons gifs and stuff for her blog. Also link my blog to hers. Shh don't tell Brenda I'm doing all that during office hours ok ke ke ke.

Brenda is not in yet as i blog this entry. Oh god, everyone of us in the office is not having the right mind set to work today. Argh!!! It will be great if can take a nap right now man!!! By the way i have already tender my resignation letter to Brenda last Friday and as per Brenda my last day will be this coming thursday. Yeah I'm so happy and i have already made plans for my birthday this coming Friday.

Beside the cooling & cosy weather making me not in the mood to work is that Bebe is not talking to me since saturday night. I don't feel very good myself about him not talking to me much. I don't feel good having to keep our silence towards each other. I don't like him ignoring me as if I'm not there in the same room as him. Argh!!! God dame it. I don't understand if i can get over things why can't he do so too? I'm really upset!!!

Bebe say he needs time to sort out his thoughts. OK fine he can have all the time he needs then. I'm only to blog about this till here and no further. Ha ha ha did some online retail therapy recently. I was so into a lot things lately and one of it is BIKINI. Bought four sets of bikinis which cost so much lesser than buying from bugis street or at far east shopping centre.

Well i also bought some other stuff like clothes, falsh eye lashes etc. I will update more about it with pictures the next time. Lately I'm into alot of things beside bikinis & blink blink pens, i'm into maxi dresses & falsh eye lashes ha ha ha. Oh my god think i'm going to over spend again this month on all the things i bought.

Relationships....

2008-08-20T11:27:00.008+08:00

As usual, first thing everyday when i reach office, on the computer let the email load itself. As the computer is only 512MB Ram (freaking slow should change new computer), it takes so long time for it to warm up, start up and for the email to load completely. After which, i will on both the Msn accounts and Utalk follow by check on personal emails and updating my blog if possible.

There goes my morning today having to update the rest of my two other blogs and now here i am blogging this entry in this blog. While nothing much to blog today about office life and politics (ha ha ha just joking). Yeah it Wednesday, two and a half day more to go for this week.

Was reading Jaslyn's blog awhile back (Michael's ex-girlfriend) and i was like "What the Fuck!!! I can't simply understand why she have to blog that she was crying like hell (she say she's going blind from all the crying ha ha ha) after the final breakup with Michael and having to go drinking with guys till dead drank.

(A picture of them during happier days)

Does all that helps to gain sympathy and make others pity her plight? You know what i think and feel? I think and feel so disgusted. Why does she have to twist and turn almost 80 percent of her relationship story with Michael? Michael does have his faults in this relationship of theirs but it takes two hands to make a clap sound.

I know i don't have the right to make any comments on the issue as it's between Michael and her but as Michael's sister, i really can't help to voice out my options. What the carp!!! If communication channels, trust and faith between Jaslyn and Michael is set out right from the start of their relationship, things would not have turn out to like this.

I seriously thinks, feels and suggest Jaslyn ought to do some deep soul searching within her. Stop pushing and putting blames on others rather than herself to blame. Learn how to let go and not having to blame on others or god will make you a better and happier person.

PS. Here's Jaslyn Blog link take a look yourself http://www.xanga.com/babyjaslyn

Lazy weekday~~~

2008-08-19T10:06:00.007+08:00

Took one day urgent leave yesterday to settle some personal issue and car stuff. It took me the whole morning till mid afternoon to wrap up everything. I'm in a dilemma now on to or not accept a better offer about a job. Although it's pretty relaxed working here in Logistex at the moment as i'm still not given many task to do yet (Brenda don't have time to impart to me yet).

But many a times, i feel that it's a waste of my time in the office doing nothing much than surfing the net or even updating my blog (like what I'm doing now updating this entry). I don't feel good getting paid (though my pay is not much) and not contributing much to the company. The other job is offering me about 700bucks more than what i'm paid here.

(Bought two new bottles of nail polish... Pink and Purple shimmers)

(Did my own DIY manicure at home over the weekend)

I do enjoy working with my fellow colleagues like Shuling, Raquel and Kelly at Logistex. Oh Kelly is not here today not sure has she recover from diarrhoea yet? Maybe later i will sms her to check on how is she doing. Brenda as usual wouldn't be in till late afternoon i guess. I'm pretty much use to it i think.

Weather today doesn't look too great or i should say weather doesn't look too good lately almost everyday. My right is having itch again hope it's not infection again which i had been getting it pretty often lately (down on luck for my health). Mind in a mess right now can't think straight and Bebe is off sailing again today, coming back on Friday.

Happy Birthday Raquel!!!

2008-08-16T09:10:00.007+08:00

(The Birthday Girl~~~ Happy Birthday Raquel!!!)

Yesterday after work, we had a little celebration in the office for Raquel. Went to buy her a mango cake on behalf of Brenda (my lady boss). Kelly took some group photos of us but it's with her camera. The mango was from Bengawan Solo and they are famous for their mango cake, pandan cake & kui lapis etc.

It was a boring Friday yesterday. Didn't had much things to do and Brenda only came in like 4.30pm after which i went out to get Raquel's birthday cake. Practically, I'm surfing net, blogging etc for almost whole of yesterday in the office. Damn bored. Kelly msn telling me that she is bored too ha ha ha there's nothing i can do to help too.

(Mango cake~~~ Yum Yum~~~)

I suppose to have tons of work to do but i wasn't task or should i say Brenda has yet to teach me as she say she would some time back. Anyway what the hell, till that day comes i can only spend my days surfing net and blogging then. Ops please tell Brenda about it ok ha ha ha.

Kelly sms me this morning saying she's having diarrhoea so leaving me and Raquel having to come back to office on a lazy Saturday. Argh!!! I feel so lethargic having to work on Saturday. I Don't really understand why is there a need to come back on Saturday as almost all the rest of the logistics and freight forwarding company are not operating on Saturdays. Haiz.

Oh well what the hell, I'm just nagging ,complaining abit here and there that's all. I will be fine after doing so. I'm just too bored i guess in office plus my Bebe is away for work on and off for many days. Argh!!! I'm really bored!!! God i hate my life, it sucks big time. I hate boredom!!! I hate it!! I really hate it!!!

New Blog!!!

2008-08-15T09:57:00.001+08:00

Ha ha ha suddenly feel like starting a new blog. Not sure what's the objective of this blog yet but i will think of one. This new blog will not be lock, it will open to all readers. I have two other blog besides this new one I'm starting to blog in it. One is an open blog where i blog in the form of poems. The other blog i have which is locked only closed friends and loved ones are allowed to access, is all about my daily life updates.

Probably i blog about things happening daily during office hours and partly my personal life. This new blog is named Princessy's Dairy and that's me Priscilla aka Princessy. Why Princessy? I believe a lot of people will wonder why i call myself by the nick name of Princessy. Which girl wouldn't want to be a princess and be treated like a princess? I know i would.

(A little humble table i call it my desk.... Kekeke)

Let me begin with a little self introduction. My name Priscilla (you can call me Princessy if you want ha ha ha), a pure Singaporean, a normal looking girl and i live in Woodlands the northern part of Singapore. I'm working for a small scale logistic and freight forwarding company. And I'm proud to say I'm happily attached to a wonderful guy of my dreams, Eric aka Bebe (Laugh out loud).

I have a banch of close friends like Charmaine- my little sister, Michael/Wayne- my little brother, Kat- my love, Jess- my darling, Joel- my cutie, Teresa- my buddy (ops too many to mention sorry if i missed out your name). I used to have a beautiful dog by the name Bosco but sad to say it passed away in June this year. Now I'm having a Jack Russell, name Berrie through adoption programe.

I have 3 pretty ladies that i work with in the Logistex, Kelly- the talkertive & bubbly, Raquel- the sweet & soft and Shuling- the chubby & pretty mummy. And of course not forgetting Brenda- my pretty & capable lady boss. Think time to stop if not i wouldn't have anything left to blog the next time. Bye for now (wave hand).