Thursday, January 22, 2009
Sunken Heart...........
Today after 3 weeks of busy at work and no mood to update my blog, i suddenly feel the urge to do so. Just got home from my medical appointment at Woodlands Poly Clinic not long ago. I received a notice asking me to book my pap smear test again in 6 months time which is January 2009 which i have did my test last July 08 at Yishun Poly Clinic 6 months ago. But no result of my test was send to me besides the notice i receive. I ask the nurse doing the per examination for me just now about my result for the pap smear test i did last year and why am i asked to repeat my test again in 6 months which one should repeat the test every 3 years. Seems like the nurse didn't know anything as they can't access my record and have to ask Yishun Poly Clinic to fax the results over instead.After waiting for close to 2 long hours finally is my turn to see the doctor. Didn't feel nervous or what in the beginning but after the doctor told me that they found a class II cells in my cervices known as Squamous cells. Interpretation - Squamous cells with changes of reactive atypia seen but negative for intraepithelial lesion or malignancy.Because of the findings from my previous test, i am required to repeat my test earlier than routine screening schedule. The doctor say only a hand of people with same findings, developed cervices cancer so i don't have to worry as for now and that i can still go ahead with family planning. Told King about it after the test but my heart feels like it had sunken into the deep bottom of the pacific ocean right now.My thoughts are running wild in my head now. I'm thinking what if i really diagnose with cervices cancer? What if i can't have kids of my own with King if the treatment requires me to cut off my cervices? All i can do now is to wait patiently for my results to be send to me within a months time. I feel so lost and confused.....
PS. No mood, No pictures.
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