
Monday, June 15, 2009

Blank... Mood swing...
Nothing much to update besides King is not around the weekend as he has gone sailing and will only back tomorrow. Will be going for our second appointment at HDB to get our keys for our new place on this coming Wednesday in the afternoon. Before that we will be going over to our new place after work tomorrow to do inspection for the place, making sure everything is OK.
After the collection of key in the afternoon on Wednesday, we still need to make a trip down to Marina Mandarin to collect our wedding invitation cards. Oh ya almost forgotten, King and I will not be in town over the weekend as we are attending Kat Love sister's wedding at her home town as Kat's mum invited us to attend. We will head in after work on Friday and be back on Saturday night or Sunday if it's too late on Saturday.
Having moody swing for the past few days, it's one of those bad mood swing period that I'm going through i guess. Everything seems meaningless to me in whatever i do. Did some retail therapy (never buy alot of things though) but don't seems to help much. My mind is actually in a total blank state and i swear I'm not thinking of anything. I'm absolutely clueless to why I feel empty.
I miss my dear King badly and probably that's one of the reason why I'm having mood swing. My health wasn't very well too. Had been having flu & cough, occasionally having diarrhoea on and off. I hate having running to toilet non-stop. Besides doing retail therapy, also went shopping with Mum, grandma, aunt Nancy etc but it didn't help me much to keep my mood swing out of my mind.
I even stayed home the whole day watching Korean drama, sleep, slack and playing Facebook, didn't seem to help much neither. Oh god, can someone tell me what's wrong with me? Please tell me what to do to make me feel better? I really hate this feeling very much. I feel so lonely, so empty around me, so quite and so hollow inside me. I'm going out and losing control of my mind soon.
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Princessy 9:51 AM
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